Friday, March 30, 2007
` 20:54
Music: Aikoi - FictionJunction YUUKA
It had been hectic. After reading period we had 3 test straight. Geog which i again faild to complete the last qn aka the most impt level descriptor. L3/8 flew away~ now at most only can get like a L2/4? Sobs.. Hopefully my parts a, b and c can pull it up s: English summary next. IT IS SO FREAKINGLY UNFAIR LA. We had the comprehension part ytd which i didnt finish. 8 marks gone, and comprehension is where i can score in the whole english paper. and we had a whole 45 mins for the summary which i finished in 20 mins and unable to go back to try and get 8 marks from the comprehension. Arrgghhhhh. Then mother tongue, i'm getting super fed up with siying. I'm there trying to concentrate on the test ok more correctly timed assigment and she is like totally breaking my concentration, which has clearly deteriorated after 2 consecutive tests earlier... Felt like screaming, but i'll only be sent to the DM for making a ruckus in class, and then most likely to the school counsellor after my refusal to say anything. Like i cared.
After school, moving of tables and matresses from as2 to MPH. Not many people turned up, me and jaanani were placed in charge of the moving. Quite pissed in that instead of setting up the tables in as2 to prepare for putting the skirtings before moving while a few others were taking the matresses and stuff, they stood there TALKING. Please la, we call u here to help, not to talk about the test u had earlier or wad y'all intend to do after moving or dunno when. Esther and weiting came by to collect the high bells they will be displaying in the CCA leaders photo. They look so elegant in court shoes and costume(: I wonder if my skirt is still knee-length. Hope it is.
I side-tracked again. Anw, after lining the matresses with skirtings, we moved. I should have got someone to demonstrate how to put the skirting properly so it'll look nice from the audience side of view. The aligning of tables isnt the same as ytd too. I really wonder if they paid attention when we were moving the tables ytd to come up with a good formation. Wads more! They dont even rmb how many tables we need. Hello? Its the same no. of tables and matresses we use for SYF!
As usual the prize presentation needed our table and matress to put the stuff. The same for any event where someone is there to "grace" the occasion, be it a parent or someone from the SAC. Wads more absurd is our tables return SPOILED. How do u expect us to give u perfectly good condition tables when we are having trouble using them for the bells alr?
Much thanks to michelle's parents for giving me rides home. I feel blessed, esp today after toiling to bring the tables and matresses. Hontou ni arigatou gosaimasu!
All the best for our performance tmr. Bring awe to the ppl present. Gambette! (:
` 05:11
Music: Sweet Sixteen - Hillary Duff
STRESS! Most likely i'm juz going to flunk my geog paper later. Not that i don't wanna study, its the lack of time and time management. I wont deny that i cant manage my time well. In fact i never manage my time well. No matter how many time management courses i've attended they all never help. And i could almost point out every tip or question they'll ask alr.
Wads worst? My physics, ss, amath and mother tongue are all still lying around. No idea how to draw the best fitting curve, therefore i'll ask merodhii [melody] later. I'm obsessed with jap and currently trying to romanize ppl's names. iicen [yicen] sharrot [charlotte] ok maybe not, not all are that nice in romanized spelling x:
Side-tracked. Ss is giving me headache, but i'm scared of ms ng ~_~ll dakara i shall try and finish. Amath can wait until after setting up tables for speech day tmr. We are playing jubilee hoedown and seven bridges, our SYF songs (: but now we have no chance to perform let's polka alr. and the seniors' last piece canto de esperanza. Cant blame anyone, its just that polka exceeds our time limit and canto is a lil too soft ):
I guess i'm skilled in side-tracking. Haha. Mother tongue can wait. I dont really give it a damn anymore shall work hard during the week ends! Gambette! Aza aza fighting!!
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
` 17:10
Music: 不痛 - 张韶涵
Stress, anxienty, the emotion of fear..
Cold, sharp, the edge of the blade..
Calmly and swiftly with a slash..
Emotions and pain disappears.
News that isnt new anymore, my dear friend gave herself a scar on her wrist. Wads done cant be undone. All i can do is to stop more scars from appearing. Is self-mutilation a trend? Or does it really relieves emotional pain?
In my opinion, self-mutilation is being silly. I dun have the experience, therefore ppl might think that i'm not "fit" to be telling them not to cut themselves. On tv we always see ppl who self-mutilated in the past, but are leading happy lives now. Their only regret is being unable to get rid of the scar left behind from wad they did in a fit of pique. Is inducing physical pain to oneself really effective in relieving emotional pain? I think otherwise. Cutting oneself is painful, the feeling of sadness is painful too. Pain is not a mathematical equation. Negative multiply negative does not equate to positive here. If not handled properly one might get the wound infected which might lead to puenomia and eventually death. Certain ppl might think its a good way to leave this "world of pain and sorrow". But why bring trouble to others that care for u? U say ur parents dont care, whether u are around or not they wont feel anything. That isnt true, everything in the world has an impact on one another. I see u having a fancy water bottle and decide to get something similar, similarly i don't see u having it i wont get one for i dont know its existence. The impact we have on others might be big might be small, but it makes a difference. And that is wad matters most.
Projects are killing me.
Weather Study project: Proposal in by 31 Mar. Status: not completed.
Mother Tongue IPW: Finalise by term2wk6. Status: information collected. in the process of analysing.
There is geography test this friday. And our dear tr hasnt really taught us on the topic of weather and climate. I need a casestudy on flooding in Bangladesh! Help required. Anyone please? TT_TT
Saturday, March 24, 2007
` 18:11
Music: 梦里花 - 张韶涵
Hmwk is drowning me. Quite happy that i don't owe tr as much chinese now, but i still hate it. Really dun understand myself, esp when i loved the subject since as far back as i rmb. HSK was fun! Scored full marks for listening. However i shld not let down my guard, cz they may purposely set the mock paper v easy. Then we all will die for the actual exam x_x Gambette kurasai!
Pretty pissed with the shoe we are suppose to wear for syf and speech day. Black heels is like so different from court shoes. How can she think that they are the same thing? Not trying to be rude but its really ridiculous for her to think that way. Thankfully lar is able to let me borrow her shoes. they fit perfectly well(: Arigatou gosaimashita!
Assembly was totally hilarious. Now the whole sch knows about alwyn. Then again, how many ppl know he is magesh's beau? Other than the 7 of us, some of her classmates and cca mates, alwyn is a totally new entity. Here is a copy of the poem from ytd, thanks to the ppl presenting the program. Doesn't makes sense thou, in my humble opinion. And its not the original poem, cz i can't rmb.
Alwyn you listen to me and make me happy,
you listen to me when i feel crappy.
Though you no longer wear a nappy,
you always make me feel sappy.
Poor magesh. But no one knows who he is anw. Haha.
where are you? dun leave without a goodbye.)':
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
` 21:49
Music: Metamorphosis - Hillary Duff
华语酷苦!! I owe my damn tr 1 作文 1 应用文 3 半月集 2 理解问答. I dun understand myself, i loved the subject ever since as far back as i rmb. Wad exactly happened?? I'm hating the subject like something i've been hating ever since knowing wad 'hate' means.
Aside from that, i'm glad that we are only left with physics test. 3 cheers~ My addiction to 我和僵尸有个约会 is acting up, watching instead of doing my hmwk! HELP!! I need something to make me concentrate!
HSK exam coming up, shall do my best to prove that altho i'm not in HMT class my chinese is as good. DONT belittle me, or feel my WRATH.
` 01:41
Music: Anywhere But Here - Hillary Duff
AHHH~!! If u thot that u will hear the whole theater screaming, u are wrong. For starters, i never scream while watching a horror film, no matter how scary. Secondly, haunted school isnt as scary as japanese, korean or even thai horror films. I must be thankful that yicen didnt scream that loudly into my ear, or i'll be half deaf by now. Like what yicen's conclusion was, all horror movies do end with the cycle starting over again. Therefore do not conclude it to be a happy ending when more lies ahead, the same with things happening everyday.
My mama and sisters are back from malaysia. Guess wad, they went to sing red box a.k.a the malaysia version of kbox. Omg wth i wanna go!! Dying to sing until i get sore throat. Haha. Hopefully i'll be able to join them during the june holidays. Miss my kawaii cousins.
Second day of school. To think i didn't complete my work. Doom lies ahead, but wad can i do abt it now? I need to manage my time better, especially during exams or tests. Flunked the history test today, only started revising like in the morning? I'll be forever grateful if i pass and will turn over a new leaf and study. Seriously. Now gotta revise chem and amath, and try to do something abt geog too. Save me, i hate the geog project thingy i'm being forced to do. Why did i stupidly press that tooth down... -___- Gambette to all for the rest of the week!
Friday, March 16, 2007
` 08:47
Music: Rolling Star - YUI
It all started with me being captivated by the commercial i saw on the bus for The Haunted School. That was on tuesday when i was on my way home from school. Saw that commercial again with yicen on wednesday, and she said that we can go tgt, which lead to the eventual plan of trying to set inez up with bc.
I dun intend to keep it from her anymore cz i've had enough. Troubling myself with their business is something i dun like to do, but only out of concern for this lady whom is a fren. One wouldnt like to see a "couple" being intimidate for one moment and ignore each other for the next. Sometimes i really feel that i know too much, but i still choose that path as i thot there is the need to be there for these so-called frens when they are down. No one ever tried to be like this to me, and so i thot "someone there for someone else to lean on" would fit wad i always see in chain mails.
Back to wad happened. Since both me and yicen thot that it would be nice for them to date alone, the whole point changed from trying to set them up changed to demanding them to turn up. Inez with her many reasons of why she cannot go, "dun tink i can go cos my dad back during weekend", "Eeee... dunwan x.x summore my dad sure dun allow..." can anyone see the irony? i cant understand the point of her not watching a horror film. Who was the one that made me watch Reincarnation - a jap horror film when i suggested UltraViolet - an action movie. From "dun think can go" to "dad sure dun allow". It gives me the feel that shes giving an excuse. Wad's more? Today she is watching movie with her fellow "Weamies". Pardon me but i thot that was a stupid name to use for a guild. Original thou, some guilds have worst names. Its not me knowing her for the first day, she always goes to her mum to get money if we happen to eat lunch tgt outside after school. Not even having the money to buy popcorn? Bc will gladly buy one for u.
Telling bc to help me persuade her is to let him know i'm tying to get her to watch movie. But i doubt he will think so far into wad i'm thinking of. The set-up wont be successful without the male lead. Wad do i get instead? "How can she afford to watch a second time when shes broke....." i already said at worst case we'll help her pay, althou the we will shrink to i. "Why cant you gals change date..... Why must it be Inez....." we originally wanted to watch today, but yicen thot that she has cheerleading prac, and so pushed to tmr. The plan wont come in place if the female lead isnt there. It is not intended for u to help anw, i know u wont; and i know more than wad u think i know. Its juz that i choose to keep quiet, not bcz i promised someone to not say it out.
Thanks to the one that made me feel better, even when it is juz some "pillow" talk (:
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
` 18:10
Music: Come Clean - Hilary Duff
Desperate for a new calculator. For some reason the 2ndF, alpha and set up buttons are not working. I even took the whole thing apart earlier to see wad's wrong. TT_TT
Was suppose to complete my amath, chem and physics hmwk by ytd but they are all not done due to the calculator. I HATE CHINESE NOW. Hate to admit it, i used to love the language alot. Thanks to the irritating fact that compo and letter writing nowadays are so difficult. Read this book earlier on about the earth entering the stage whereby students are so lazy that they do not do work but instead pay for hmwk doing machines. Gosh! I've always go sighing abt how nice it would be if there's someone there to do work for me. But it would be scary, wad will happen to our next generation if they do not learn?!
Gave magesh a lecture on bgr. She and her alwyn and loneli. Cyberspace is a dangerous place. Everyone beware. Not many would end like inez and bc, deeeeepply in love. Thats the hard truth. Shall not divulge too much info or i'll be in deep trouble when sch reopens d:
Sunday, March 11, 2007
` 17:12
Music: 超喜欢你 - 飞轮海
For some unknown reason i've decided to blog again. *applause* Firstly i want to apologise to yicen again for making her wait for over 1 hr. Gomenasai! I cant guarantee it wont happen again cz most likely it will. 对不起.
Gen is all hyper over 飞轮海 as usual since 2 weeks ago. Or shld i narrow it down to arron? She was so happy when her mum allowed her to buy a keychain with arron's pic. But i do suppose everyone has something they are crazy about. Examples as follow.
EXAMPLE #01 - ME!
Total obsession over anime. Go japan make more animes, and of cz fan-sub grps keep up ur work!
EXAMPLE #02 - Gen
As mentioned above. "Arron 炎亚纶 rocks!"
EXAMPLE #03 - Lar
"Eh i want to go [somewhere] to buy that [some clothes/accessory]." True shopping queen who seems to have alot of money to spare. Not trying to suan my dear fren here but sometimes i really think that she has no 金钱观念. But of cz it is bcz i'm broke. Haha.
EXAMPLE #04 - Various ppl in 3N
Those with 飞轮海 or something sticked or placed on the tables. I'm reminded of how mr chan misread juliet as 祝英台.
And the list continues.. Did math with Yicen at mos burger @ plaza sing. That place is sooo damn cold. And i'm without my jacket. Yicen is a real pro she actually bought ice lemon tea lor. Of cz we all suffered later after i've finished my corn soup and her freezing altho she has a jacket. Fortunately we managed to finish out math. Almost had a brain freeze, literally my brain was having something like a frostbite. Goodness gracious.
Cz i needed more hair clips we went to walk around to find a place where hair clips are sold and instead we walked into sasa and bought nail polish. Didnt regret thou. I've never own such stuff, muz learn how to doll up myself so i'll look nice when prom night comes. Arent i thinking to far ahead?