Wednesday, March 28, 2007
` 17:10
Music: 不痛 - 张韶涵
Stress, anxienty, the emotion of fear..
Cold, sharp, the edge of the blade..
Calmly and swiftly with a slash..
Emotions and pain disappears.
News that isnt new anymore, my dear friend gave herself a scar on her wrist. Wads done cant be undone. All i can do is to stop more scars from appearing. Is self-mutilation a trend? Or does it really relieves emotional pain?
In my opinion, self-mutilation is being silly. I dun have the experience, therefore ppl might think that i'm not "fit" to be telling them not to cut themselves. On tv we always see ppl who self-mutilated in the past, but are leading happy lives now. Their only regret is being unable to get rid of the scar left behind from wad they did in a fit of pique. Is inducing physical pain to oneself really effective in relieving emotional pain? I think otherwise. Cutting oneself is painful, the feeling of sadness is painful too. Pain is not a mathematical equation. Negative multiply negative does not equate to positive here. If not handled properly one might get the wound infected which might lead to puenomia and eventually death. Certain ppl might think its a good way to leave this "world of pain and sorrow". But why bring trouble to others that care for u? U say ur parents dont care, whether u are around or not they wont feel anything. That isnt true, everything in the world has an impact on one another. I see u having a fancy water bottle and decide to get something similar, similarly i don't see u having it i wont get one for i dont know its existence. The impact we have on others might be big might be small, but it makes a difference. And that is wad matters most.
Projects are killing me.
Weather Study project: Proposal in by 31 Mar. Status: not completed.
Mother Tongue IPW: Finalise by term2wk6. Status: information collected. in the process of analysing.
There is geography test this friday. And our dear tr hasnt really taught us on the topic of weather and climate. I need a casestudy on flooding in Bangladesh! Help required. Anyone please? TT_TT