Friday, November 23, 2007
` 16:19
i juz took a tour around certain people's blog and i found interesting stuff ppl have against me. so wad? i'm not gonna die cz of that so easily. too bad. its not like the first time i realised how irritating i am. its ur choice, live with it, or just ignore me and wad u call me "showing-off". i have no grudge against you. me asking if u had your 'darling' certificates alr is only to see if it is normal to receive certification for the effort one puts in. make me look bad for all i care, its not like my reputation will drop from the height of a sky scraper to the 18th level of hell. maybe i need to shove the fact in your face that we were once best friends 7yrs back, now u are nothing more than a mere colleague to me.
fyi i like to keep things neat. especially things that mark the milestones in my life. if u have hearing problems maybe u should have your ears checked. there was sarcasm when i mentioned laminating my certificates.
hate my guts for all i care, my dear aunty s.
` 15:33
i feel dumb. we were suppose to wear blue for crew rally but everyone knew except me. how "outstanding". it was generally fun but i still find the music too loud. that emcee is down right hateful. but like he said, "i know you hate my guts, but thats life for you". got a free webcam. wahahaha. i hate my comp for not letting me install it. then again i shld have known how grateful i must be that it hasn't crashed on me yet. many thanks to junliang for the things he "taught" me. and yui's mtv xD
i'm having a big sore throat now. totally no voice. how am i suppose to work tmr? hopefully they put me in the kitchen, i want learn assembling. if they force me at the counter area i can only be a "mute" runner. haha. maybe i should see the doctor and get a MC...
schedule for ytd was changed without me knowing. but they had no crew anw. work full 8hrs, it would have been nice if it was a public holiday and we have double pay x: both susan and apple wanted xueqi to go break with them, zura and shara asked me why no one wants to go with me. i suppose i'm not as close with them, or simply they dunno me well. i dun really care, me being left alone is 家常便饭. not like i'll die sooner or something. haha.
Sunday, November 11, 2007
` 22:12
music: when there was me and you - vanessa anne hudgens
ms chng is killing me. how bout attending my funeral tmr?
things aren't that bad, i know i'm exaggerating many things but i really feel suffocated. being a leader really sucks big time at many times. i shall resign to fate bout that. now we have to re-plan grp lunch. heck.
i feel so damn cheated as usual. i shall remind myself constantly from now on, not to do anything that i wanna do out of wanting to do it. everything shld be derived from logical thinking and careful considerations.
the filming today was funny, both me, yuping, and susan ran away from the camera lol. i dun mind they filimg me when i'm working but getting me to pose there is juz plain FAKE. therefore i chose to run xD. ahh i forgot to get the photo frm jeffery. TT_TT shall go and demand from him on wed :D
i shall stay up till 12, today is not that bad a day, other than having to pack as2 of cz(:
` 01:52
music: that's when i love you - aslyn
so sorry for not updating, didn't had the time and mood to do it. haha.
lots of things happened, eoy sucked and i'm down for diagnotics for amath. diagnostics was compulsory for physics, my best subject ever. i love mr goh! our class wrote a petition to make him our form teacher next year, and he came for physics lessons quite shocked at what we did after he told us he will be dropping one of his classes next year. all that happened this year; the things with ms kaur, all our misplaced assignments, helping mr jon with our class... i really wish he can be our form teacher next year. our class loves him too(:
work was well, the same. shara got promoted! woots. diana got posted to amkp. jason hung took long term leave and got transferred to kkh (i think). melody came on board! haha. counter work is boring after constant assignment there, i wanna learn assembler. that should be the last station other than "back sink"? not forgetting i have no knowledge about breakfast menu other than hash brown.
tomorrow we'll be having djs coming down for filming about the "helping hand", some fund raising project for the children charity. li san and emma insisted on the make-up. lol. since i bought alot the other day with dorothy i shall doll up myself. gotta wake up early...
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AND WHAT AM I DOING HERE NOW?! みんなおやすみなさい！