Thursday, February 28, 2008
` 12:56
watched L: change the world ytd w/ yicen. L is so damn shuai~~ haha i sound like some obsessed fan girl. the plot of the story is not very organised, having jump in between the first and second death note movies at the beginning before going into the main plot. F is damn poor thing la. he gallantly sacrificed himself for the world? sort of xD never thot that the lil boy is near. but it is true that near is as clever as L. K is another figure like yagami raito, twisted mindset in "purifying the world". K is quite sad too. i thot maki looked wierd when she smiled as portrayed in her class photo when they labelled her as dangerous as thruout the movie she is a character filled w/ darkness having to bear w/ the death of her dad. totally LOVED the scene where maki lied her head on L's shoulder. damn sweet la~~ L's reaction was priceless, lol. L obviously never experienced love between a guy and a girl, since he's cooped up solving cases... i want a guy like that. sweeeeeeeeeeeeeett. yicen was horrified thinking they were a couple -_-|ll and hey, L belongs to me! u have ur jay chou le xD. my L is not for u to toy as a lil boyfriend. HAHAHAHA~
was suppose to do hmwk. in the end we ended up doing nothing. wad a to-do?! by today i shall finish chem math physics. jiayous~ yicen jiayou too, dun let my saying of u will not accomplish work today become true(:
lunch ytd was quite nice. loved the strawberry ice w/ strawberry sherbet. sweet and cold, but plaza sing itself is alr freezing x_x no regrets as it is really nice.
met alot of ppl ytd, firstly saw grace, rebecca and their old 2i classmates; then before our movie saw cheryl yong and liwenn; after our movie we saw inez and bc who is watching L too (yicen said bc is v fat, look like bear. i said he look more like panda. haha). then heard from inez that michelle w/ them, ALONE WITH MARK! omg~ are u two in a relationship? xD we then saw cheryl yong again. she decided to watch L alone tmr which came as a shock to yicen on the realisation that it is NOT abnormal to watch movies alone -_-
waiting for the chinese party at my void deck to end. it's impossible to do hmwk w/ so much music, esp when it's those from the 80s and is making me sleep... haiz~ i need to complete my work!!
Friday, February 22, 2008
` 22:17
i feel kinda mean for "cheating" my managers on wed. i really don't have a curfew at all. it's just tiring to work after being stressed with the 2 timed assignments in school earlier. be glad i even decided to come and help. why can't you just grant my wish of returning home earlier? i have school the next day for goodness sake, not to mention having to stay till 1745 to lock up the as2. sorry for making up stories to convince you people to let me go. it's just, HELL.
went walking around orchard with hannah, jaan and aqila. saw this quite presentable top in far east, celest. sadly it is the only piece left and we need to order in bulk as performance costume. after deciding that there is no other suitable tops in far east we walked to tangs plaza. found "The Station" branded top which has a discounted price of $25. but if we want to order in bulk we need to pay the full price of $69. it is just shitty. if there were more tops left in tangs we would have considered to ask everyone to buy the same top over the weekends. i suppose things never go as wished for me s:
it was sort of us in the wrong as we didn't decide to find the top earlier. then again we had no time and it wouldn't be fair of me to decide alone without the others giving their opinion when they could have jolly well came along and decide what we should get for the speech day performance. whatever shall we do now? $69 is really way too pricey. the top for syf o7 wasn't even that steep before the school subsidised.
saw this cute-looking star chain at far east. it can be both styled as a necklace and belt. i want it, but it is not necessary especially now when i don't have to time to go out and have fun. if only this year isn't the o level year for me, if only i had more money, if only i was more hardworking in studies to understand concepts in a shorter time...
IF ONLY.
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
` 16:15
i feel bad for not handing my work in on time. a big SORRY to my trs. i'm such a bad example to my juniors. there's barely 200 more days to O's only, jiayous to everyone. to myself too(:
was randomly listening to music when i found a new song i love. alter ego by clique girlz. i suppose everyone feels like being good and bad at the same time many times, cz i'm like that. enjoy the song~
Artist: Clique Girlz
Song: Alter Ego
I can hear
A little voice inside my head
Telling Me
That i should do what she says
Looking over my shoulder
she trying to tell me things
Always misleading me
Nobody can see
I can be good she can be bad
We can be this and that
She's my Alter Ego-oh-oh
When i want to be weak
she can be strong
Im only the one
She's my Alter Ego-oh-oh
I can tell
When she's about to pull me in
she has no fear
But then she doesnt always win
Looking into the mirror
She tryin to have fun with me
Sometimes i take myself way to seriously
I can be good she can be bad
We can be this and that
She's my Alter Ego-oh-oh
When i want to be weak
she can be strong
Im only the one
She's my Alter Ego-oh-oh
It's like she sometimes my best friend
Then my enemy again
she is no-where but she's always there
Yeah
Ohhh yeah
Oh oh oh oooh
Yeaah
I can hear a little voice inside my head
Telling me i should have done what she said
Yeaah
I can be good
she can Bad
We can be this and that
She's my Alter Ego-oh-oh
When i'm little miss perfect
She misbeahaving
i take the blame
She's my Alter Ego-oh-oh
I can be good she can be bad
We can be this and that
She's my Alter Ego-oh-oh
When i want to be weak
she can be strong
Im only the one
She's my Alter Ego-oh-oh
I Can Be good
She can be bad
We can be this and that
Oh Oh
Yeah
She's my Alter Ego-oh-oh
Thursday, February 07, 2008
` 22:07
happy chinese new year to all :D
i'm damn bored at home now. ALONE to be specific. the rest of my family went back to malaysia to "pay respects" to my grandma grandpa aunts and uncles. i am down right rude for not going back with them. yea right -.-
the actual reason is that i wanted to work knowing that there's double pay xD such a money-minded freak. bribed my dear sister to help me collect my red packets with a bottle of strawberry milk. haha. no regrets to what i have done. money is critical to survive in this world. even if i went back with them, i'm only wasting my time away sitting there doing nothing. staying here i have the comp at least, and time to do homework? (haven't done any x:)
bought 2 dresses and contact lens since the past 2 weekends when i went out with larissa. a grey halter-neck/tube dress with polka-dot-like flower print from mesh; and a purple and black checkered tube dress from valerie. 77+bucks in total. the best thing is i realised i don't have matching shoes. how great -.- my contact lens costs 140bucks for 7pairs, quite worthy since it's with astig and different degree for different eye.
cny performance was not exactly good. xinping and deepa forgot some of their notes. i'm sure they are nervous like hell, cz even i missed out 2 notes. this isn't good. we need even stricter practices for our speech day songs to perfect it.
wishes for the new year:
- time to pass slower so i can complete my work.
- get a lil more taller and lose/maintain weight xD
- able to remember things taught in class better.
- be less careless and forgetful.
- MORE MONEY to drop from the sky LOL
need to sleep alr. tmr work starts at 8. nights(: