Wednesday, April 02, 2008
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happy birthday to mummy. although you are lazy, refuse to budge from the computer once you sit in front of it, does not cook dinner for us, have to do laundry by ourselves etc. you still faithfully wake me up every single morning so that i will not be late for school. i wish for you good health, for i do not know how to react if one day i wake up and you are not there anymore. love you.
to my fellow sec4 handbeller who scolded me like i was junk today; YOU SUCK. what makes you think that i am the only responsible party that you do not know of today's rehearsal earlier? bitch, get your facts right! you said that we the committee did not have initiative to inform you about the rehearsal earlier. you said that the committee was chosen because we are the ones with initiative, and that you were not because you do not have initiative. you claimed that we the committee isolated you and your friends and never tried to involve you people in anything. THINK BACK ON WHAT RUBBISH YOU FREAKING SAID! you said i was at fault for not calling you people when i entrusted the job to my secretaries to CALL on monday, not knowing that they did not do so until tuesday night when it was too late to call and that you are asleep anyway. is it really totally my responsibility? NO. i would not have even bothered to do anything for speech day if i did not cared about it. i only knew of it on monday morning, and i tried getting people to call which they did not right after school when i am free. i do not think that you are totally ignorant especially i remember seeing you and one of your pals on the bus on the way home and i mentioned about the rehearsal. you replied that you might not be able to come due to your piano lesson and that was only one day. DID you LOSE your MEMORY? if you did, i shall remind you that your name is "bitch".
second, if you think that the committee is chosen solely based on initiative, i suggest you go on a test and make sure your IQ is truly that of a triple science bookworm. leadership is much much more than initiative. it is about responsibility, planning, taking action, communicating with your co-workers and letting things to be carried out smoothly. it is not as easy as you think and say. do not take everything for granted, what we are appointed to do is lead and not put a bone in front of you for you. i strongly agree to your claim that you do not have initiative. it is very obvious that you will not bother yourself in things that concern you if no one bothered to ask because you are such a stuck up. puh-lease. the world will still go on without you, you are not as great as you think. to me, you are nothing more than a proud and arrogant brat.
moreover, when we are having self practices and lessons, you do not pay full attention. after FOUR LONG YEARS then were you finally promoted to the performing group as there is not enough juniors to fill up all the available slots. you claimed that we isolated you since majority of us are part of the committee, but have you every thought of how uncooperative you are always? skipping self practice with the excuse of csp, leaving early straight after lessons with the excuse that you have a curfew, not trying to help set-up or pack-up every single lesson at all. you never tried to volunteer and help when we needed help. you complained about chalet being too expensive and that you did not go when we told everyone way before hand so more people can make it. in short, you never attempted to show that we can trust you and involve you in any form of planning. how can we afford to risk and involve you just because you are a stuck up and not accomplish what we have to do on time and in acceptable quality? THINK, BRAT. THINK AGAIN PROPERLY.
i agree that we are the worst committee you ever saw since we joined in sec1. we have poor communication skills, other than handbell you rarely see us together (with the exception of hannah jaanani and sangeeta), no common topic other than handbell. we all have our differences but we still tried our very best to make the best out of everything we do. do you have any idea how much time i spend planning, drafting, getting everyone to check their information before producing the final copy when there are people like YOU who is constantly not there early and never leave late. what gives you the right to scold me? you do not deserve any respect from me or from anyone for you never ever showed me the reason to respect you. i cried, not from being sad that i got scolded by a bitch like you, but because my efforts totally went down the drain unnoticed by stuck ups like you. for your information, i really do not care anymore.