the world falls dead

dinner @ princess larissa's palace

2008-05-10T23:13:00.001+08:00

met w/ jo @ 12++. we headed to far east straight to shop for lar's present and also shoes for jo's dining etiquette course. after much walking around, comparing designs and pondering if her royal highness princess larissa will like wad we've prepared, we settled for a gold-coloured zinc handbag ^^ very glad that she's happy and satisfied w/ it. we really did put in effort to make sure its to her style and liking, under my observations of cz xD

after settling lar's present we went to jurong point to find jo's dress. after looking around high and low we finally found the shop jo wanted to go. i was always under the impression that dining etiquette means it is for the old english royalty and noblemen, and that they are dressed that way. but now i've realised that any suitable dress will do, it doesnt have to be long, puffy and "made of silk" xD jo said she'll be bringing her mum to buy it for her tmr, since its quite expensive ($79+). we then walked around aimlessly looking at shoes, until we came across this crepe shop. i almost couldnt believe that crepe is actually imported into singapore. it is quite expensive thou ($5.50). i bought a strawberry chocolate ice cream w/ chocolate sauce crepe. it tasted like home-made pancakes my mum makes, very sweet but nice. unfortunately for me the soft crepe is unable to help me retain the melted ice cream and fortunately, it dripped on the floor, missing my shoe by less than 1 cm. managed to finish the whole thing w/o making a huge mess ^^; i felt kinda embarrassing that i seem to be unable to eat properly despite being alr 15+++ ._. no regrets for it is really nice and its imported from japan :DD 日本が万歳！

then we took mrt back to yio chu kang and walked to princess larissa's palace. gen was waiting for us at the bus stop and we went in tgt. after gossiping for a while about various ppl we know and dun know, it was dinner time. we had food catered and it was pretty nice. larissa's aunt cooked some really tasty chicken wing and dinner was really pretty good. i hope i wont get fat eating the dessert since both gen and jo didnt. God bless me and larissa, but larissa has to put on more weight...

discussed some details for 6a chalet at end of year. hopefully everyone cooperates. i know there is bound to be ppl who complain and dun appreciate, but i suppose this is life. either we continue, or we strike it off the list. it is already rare that we are still having gatherings at yearly basis, hopefully it wont be a history(:

mye's over

2008-05-07T18:08:00.003+08:00

its been so long since i last blogged xD and i have one thing to announce.

EXAMS ARE OVER!

:D :D :D :D :D i'm so so so so so happy. lol. kinda stereo typical but HEY. exams almost killed my sleep. esp the last 2 papers physics and history. i dun even know wad i'm writing on my script x_x hopefully its something that makes sense and i'll score. by all means i need to slash my l1r5 down. i aim for the top5 jcs afterall, if otherwise i've pretty much planned to go on some IT-related course in the best poly? but i still want to go hcjc badly. ever since in p3 when i went there once on a drama competition LOL. there is this unknown attraction somewhere deep within me. certain ppl may know the other reason... xD

HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY to my dear jie mei LARISSA. u are 16 alr. that means i'm less than 2 months away from ageing another yr. dang. time is suddenly passing so fast. i wont be suprised that o level will be knocking on my door in a few months, hopefully by then i will be fully prepared. i hope everyone else is too. do u still rmb our "pact"back in p6 to go AJC tgt after o level? it sounded so nice back then, but now i'm doubting it. i want my top 5 jcs xD

nothing else to write. hopefully i can get a better l1r5 compared to last yr. let us all work hard. jiayou!

all i wanted was somebody who cares.

2008-04-02T20:24:00.002+08:00

happy birthday to mummy. although you are lazy, refuse to budge from the computer once you sit in front of it, does not cook dinner for us, have to do laundry by ourselves etc. you still faithfully wake me up every single morning so that i will not be late for school. i wish for you good health, for i do not know how to react if one day i wake up and you are not there anymore. love you.

to my fellow sec4 handbeller who scolded me like i was junk today; YOU SUCK. what makes you think that i am the only responsible party that you do not know of today's rehearsal earlier? bitch, get your facts right! you said that we the committee did not have initiative to inform you about the rehearsal earlier. you said that the committee was chosen because we are the ones with initiative, and that you were not because you do not have initiative. you claimed that we the committee isolated you and your friends and never tried to involve you people in anything. THINK BACK ON WHAT RUBBISH YOU FREAKING SAID! you said i was at fault for not calling you people when i entrusted the job to my secretaries to CALL on monday, not knowing that they did not do so until tuesday night when it was too late to call and that you are asleep anyway. is it really totally my responsibility? NO. i would not have even bothered to do anything for speech day if i did not cared about it. i only knew of it on monday morning, and i tried getting people to call which they did not right after school when i am free. i do not think that you are totally ignorant especially i remember seeing you and one of your pals on the bus on the way home and i mentioned about the rehearsal. you replied that you might not be able to come due to your piano lesson and that was only one day. DID you LOSE your MEMORY? if you did, i shall remind you that your name is "bitch".

second, if you think that the committee is chosen solely based on initiative, i suggest you go on a test and make sure your IQ is truly that of a triple science bookworm. leadership is much much more than initiative. it is about responsibility, planning, taking action, communicating with your co-workers and letting things to be carried out smoothly. it is not as easy as you think and say. do not take everything for granted, what we are appointed to do is lead and not put a bone in front of you for you. i strongly agree to your claim that you do not have initiative. it is very obvious that you will not bother yourself in things that concern you if no one bothered to ask because you are such a stuck up. puh-lease. the world will still go on without you, you are not as great as you think. to me, you are nothing more than a proud and arrogant brat.

moreover, when we are having self practices and lessons, you do not pay full attention. after FOUR LONG YEARS then were you finally promoted to the performing group as there is not enough juniors to fill up all the available slots. you claimed that we isolated you since majority of us are part of the committee, but have you every thought of how uncooperative you are always? skipping self practice with the excuse of csp, leaving early straight after lessons with the excuse that you have a curfew, not trying to help set-up or pack-up every single lesson at all. you never tried to volunteer and help when we needed help. you complained about chalet being too expensive and that you did not go when we told everyone way before hand so more people can make it. in short, you never attempted to show that we can trust you and involve you in any form of planning. how can we afford to risk and involve you just because you are a stuck up and not accomplish what we have to do on time and in acceptable quality? THINK, BRAT. THINK AGAIN PROPERLY.

i agree that we are the worst committee you ever saw since we joined in sec1. we have poor communication skills, other than handbell you rarely see us together (with the exception of hannah jaanani and sangeeta), no common topic other than handbell. we all have our differences but we still tried our very best to make the best out of everything we do. do you have any idea how much time i spend planning, drafting, getting everyone to check their information before producing the final copy when there are people like YOU who is constantly not there early and never leave late. what gives you the right to scold me? you do not deserve any respect from me or from anyone for you never ever showed me the reason to respect you. i cried, not from being sad that i got scolded by a bitch like you, but because my efforts totally went down the drain unnoticed by stuck ups like you. for your information, i really do not care anymore.

Giselle in the Park

2008-03-28T23:41:00.000+08:00

had amathematics re-timed assignment yesterday for trigonometry. it was totally hell, the original timed assignment was way easier. i couldn't believe myself when i got stuck while proving sec2θ-tan2θ=cosθ+sinθ/cosθ-sinθ. it is not difficult at all. thankfully i'm not the only one that is unhappy with the paper. many people don't know how to solve the questions. i know for sure i will not be able to pass. to think she emphasized that we are not supposed to fail...

sec4s had an arts learning journey today. most of us went to fort canning park to watch the musical "Giselle in the park". the story is about this girl, Giselle, who falls in love with a royal disguised as a peasant. Giselle's previous lover was very upset and discovers that the royal whom Giselle fell in love with is actually the fiancé of a princess from somewhere far far away. Giselle became good friends with the princess when she came to the village to look for the royal who went into hiding, not knowing they both loved the same man. when the royal came back to propose to Giselle, her jealous lover revealed to the village folk that the man is indeed a royalty with the seal of royalty on his sword. he sounded the horn and the princess came back, knowing that her lover is found. Giselle was deeply shocked by the sudden news and went mad, and kept dancing till she died. now in that village there was this legend. any girl who died for heart-broken before being wedded will turn into a vengeful spirit, known as willies to the villagers. they seek for men who walks into the forest where they are buried at midnight and dance until they died. however the spell only lasts till dawn breaks. Giselle was initiated into the willies after she died. both her lover and the royalty came by to visit her grave as both man loved her deeply as well. the willies caught her lover and he was cursed, having the willies dance around him until he died. the royalty was not spared either, even when Giselle begged the queen of willies. Giselle then protected the royalty from being cursed by dancing with him till dawn break and the willies were forced back into their graves. the royalty took Giselle back to her grave and bade farewell to her, having to go back to his rightful wife. Giselle then went back into her grave, having to live an eternity as one of the willies. the musical is wonderful, from costumes to the way the story was brought out by the performers, from the melodious tunes to the graceful movements. i really don't regret having to rush home, take a shower and quickly rush out again despite the light drizzle and having to feed the mosquitoes at fort canning.

inez commented that my dressing today looked like i was going to dance hiphop -_- for goodness sake i can't dance just like that. i am not experienced at all other than one miserable year in chinese dance back in pri1 which is hell long ago. larissa asked me the other day if i wanted to go for contemporary dance sessions with her like after our o levels, maybe i will really follow. it's not like i am against dance, but without proper guidance to get me on track, i will be like a blind man reading a signpost to find my direction. also known as getting no where s:

no more sushi for me.

2008-03-16T12:52:00.002+08:00

" I solemnly promise that I will not touch sushi for the next six months." so whoever that catches me lusting after the sushi can give me a box on my face -_-

all because of that damned, cursed sushi i have spent my long awaited holidays squirming around on the bed trying to ease myself from the pain (in my stomach, abdomen and perhaps intestines?) and not studying and revising for mid years. the most infuriating of all would be that i have not completed my homework! to hell and damnation with sushi, you are officially blacklisted! if not for the fact that you do not have a head i would have gladly decapitated you. i am very thankful that i have stopped vomiting or i vow to curse you into extinction in my life.

watched step up 2 - the streeets - with my sister. it totally rocked. i am still very much amazed that people can dance like that. aren't they scared that their bones might break? love the short speech andie gave before her group went to dance outside in the rain and of course that dance. that was like the best of all in the movie. must watch.

chemistry spa on wednesday was totally cool, way better than physics spa in the least. other than me running out 20 minutes into the experiment feeling that i want to throw up, the rest was a breeze. hopefully the last spa will be the same and i will never need to worry about scoring badly. did the throwing up in the canteen after realising i forgot to bring the receipt to collect the handbell shirt. went home and to novena to collect the shirt after being half frozen waiting for everyone to have their lunch at kopitiam. hannah commented on why kopitiam was air-conditioned, which sangeeta pointed out earlier that kopitiam in singapore has progressed throughout the years xD the shirt is totally cool~~ can't wait to wear it.

spent thursday friday yesterday squirming around in bed. can't believe that sushi. hopefully i am well to go to school tomorrow with all my work completed and to give everyone their shirts, or they'll have my head.

L: change the WorLd

2008-02-28T12:56:00.002+08:00

watched L: change the world ytd w/ yicen. L is so damn shuai~~ haha i sound like some obsessed fan girl. the plot of the story is not very organised, having jump in between the first and second death note movies at the beginning before going into the main plot. F is damn poor thing la. he gallantly sacrificed himself for the world? sort of xD never thot that the lil boy is near. but it is true that near is as clever as L. K is another figure like yagami raito, twisted mindset in "purifying the world". K is quite sad too. i thot maki looked wierd when she smiled as portrayed in her class photo when they labelled her as dangerous as thruout the movie she is a character filled w/ darkness having to bear w/ the death of her dad. totally LOVED the scene where maki lied her head on L's shoulder. damn sweet la~~ L's reaction was priceless, lol. L obviously never experienced love between a guy and a girl, since he's cooped up solving cases... i want a guy like that. sweeeeeeeeeeeeeett. yicen was horrified thinking they were a couple -_-|ll and hey, L belongs to me! u have ur jay chou le xD. my L is not for u to toy as a lil boyfriend. HAHAHAHA~

was suppose to do hmwk. in the end we ended up doing nothing. wad a to-do?! by today i shall finish chem math physics. jiayous~ yicen jiayou too, dun let my saying of u will not accomplish work today become true(:

lunch ytd was quite nice. loved the strawberry ice w/ strawberry sherbet. sweet and cold, but plaza sing itself is alr freezing x_x no regrets as it is really nice.

met alot of ppl ytd, firstly saw grace, rebecca and their old 2i classmates; then before our movie saw cheryl yong and liwenn; after our movie we saw inez and bc who is watching L too (yicen said bc is v fat, look like bear. i said he look more like panda. haha). then heard from inez that michelle w/ them, ALONE WITH MARK! omg~ are u two in a relationship? xD we then saw cheryl yong again. she decided to watch L alone tmr which came as a shock to yicen on the realisation that it is NOT abnormal to watch movies alone -_-

waiting for the chinese party at my void deck to end. it's impossible to do hmwk w/ so much music, esp when it's those from the 80s and is making me sleep... haiz~ i need to complete my work!!

i feel mean. lol.

2008-02-22T22:17:00.003+08:00

i feel kinda mean for "cheating" my managers on wed. i really don't have a curfew at all. it's just tiring to work after being stressed with the 2 timed assignments in school earlier. be glad i even decided to come and help. why can't you just grant my wish of returning home earlier? i have school the next day for goodness sake, not to mention having to stay till 1745 to lock up the as2. sorry for making up stories to convince you people to let me go. it's just, HELL.

went walking around orchard with hannah, jaan and aqila. saw this quite presentable top in far east, celest. sadly it is the only piece left and we need to order in bulk as performance costume. after deciding that there is no other suitable tops in far east we walked to tangs plaza. found "The Station" branded top which has a discounted price of $25. but if we want to order in bulk we need to pay the full price of $69. it is just shitty. if there were more tops left in tangs we would have considered to ask everyone to buy the same top over the weekends. i suppose things never go as wished for me s:

it was sort of us in the wrong as we didn't decide to find the top earlier. then again we had no time and it wouldn't be fair of me to decide alone without the others giving their opinion when they could have jolly well came along and decide what we should get for the speech day performance. whatever shall we do now? $69 is really way too pricey. the top for syf o7 wasn't even that steep before the school subsidised.

saw this cute-looking star chain at far east. it can be both styled as a necklace and belt. i want it, but it is not necessary especially now when i don't have to time to go out and have fun. if only this year isn't the o level year for me, if only i had more money, if only i was more hardworking in studies to understand concepts in a shorter time...

IF ONLY.

SORRY)':

2008-02-19T16:15:00.002+08:00

i feel bad for not handing my work in on time. a big SORRY to my trs. i'm such a bad example to my juniors. there's barely 200 more days to O's only, jiayous to everyone. to myself too(:

was randomly listening to music when i found a new song i love. alter ego by clique girlz. i suppose everyone feels like being good and bad at the same time many times, cz i'm like that. enjoy the song~

Artist: Clique Girlz
Song: Alter Ego

I can hear
A little voice inside my head
Telling Me
That i should do what she says

Looking over my shoulder
she trying to tell me things
Always misleading me
Nobody can see

I can be good she can be bad
We can be this and that
She's my Alter Ego-oh-oh
When i want to be weak
she can be strong
Im only the one
She's my Alter Ego-oh-oh

I can tell
When she's about to pull me in
she has no fear
But then she doesnt always win

Looking into the mirror
She tryin to have fun with me
Sometimes i take myself way to seriously

I can be good she can be bad
We can be this and that
She's my Alter Ego-oh-oh
When i want to be weak
she can be strong
Im only the one
She's my Alter Ego-oh-oh

It's like she sometimes my best friend
Then my enemy again
she is no-where but she's always there
Yeah

Ohhh yeah

Oh oh oh oooh

Yeaah

I can hear a little voice inside my head
Telling me i should have done what she said

Yeaah

I can be good
she can Bad
We can be this and that
She's my Alter Ego-oh-oh
When i'm little miss perfect
She misbeahaving
i take the blame
She's my Alter Ego-oh-oh

I can be good she can be bad
We can be this and that
She's my Alter Ego-oh-oh
When i want to be weak
she can be strong
Im only the one
She's my Alter Ego-oh-oh

I Can Be good
She can be bad
We can be this and that
Oh Oh
Yeah
She's my Alter Ego-oh-oh

cny o8`

2008-02-07T22:07:00.000+08:00

happy chinese new year to all :D

i'm damn bored at home now. ALONE to be specific. the rest of my family went back to malaysia to "pay respects" to my grandma grandpa aunts and uncles. i am down right rude for not going back with them. yea right -.-

the actual reason is that i wanted to work knowing that there's double pay xD such a money-minded freak. bribed my dear sister to help me collect my red packets with a bottle of strawberry milk. haha. no regrets to what i have done. money is critical to survive in this world. even if i went back with them, i'm only wasting my time away sitting there doing nothing. staying here i have the comp at least, and time to do homework? (haven't done any x:)

bought 2 dresses and contact lens since the past 2 weekends when i went out with larissa. a grey halter-neck/tube dress with polka-dot-like flower print from mesh; and a purple and black checkered tube dress from valerie. 77+bucks in total. the best thing is i realised i don't have matching shoes. how great -.- my contact lens costs 140bucks for 7pairs, quite worthy since it's with astig and different degree for different eye.

cny performance was not exactly good. xinping and deepa forgot some of their notes. i'm sure they are nervous like hell, cz even i missed out 2 notes. this isn't good. we need even stricter practices for our speech day songs to perfect it.
wishes for the new year:

time to pass slower so i can complete my work.
get a lil more taller and lose/maintain weight xD
able to remember things taught in class better.
be less careless and forgetful.
MORE MONEY to drop from the sky LOL

need to sleep alr. tmr work starts at 8. nights(:

new sec1s

2008-01-21T21:16:00.000+08:00

the list is out! we have 10 new sec1s. ms chng says that she'll try to get more as 10 is not sufficient to replace the 11 sec4s that will be leaving this yr and the 2 sec3s that left for IP. the bad news is i heard someone wants to opt for band instead. NOOOO~

bought a $59.90 zinc collector's bag. am v broke now. larissa wants me to go w/ her to angela's concert on 29march aka speech day -.- not impossible but HEY, who's sponsoring me? all my savings goes to the laptop i wanna get by dec. so does the angpow money. any kind soul out there? xD

valentine's coming. wishing all those attached sweet romance w/ their loved ones. those alone for their love to answer to them favourably. for those that are alone w/ no one to rmb that valentine can also be spent happily w/ their best friends(: who said that its only for the 2in love?

time to train the next batch of leaders. hopefully they'll survive our "torture". LOL.

surprise(:

2008-01-19T11:36:00.000+08:00

i know its very late. but happy new year to all xD

back to sch is actually quite fun as we are not overloaded yet. the new sch campus sucks. but i suppose we have to make do w/ it. new trs for us! kinda sad mr goh will not be taking our class anymore. i dun understand a single thing mrs yeo is teaching -_-|ll we have lots of hod for subject trs. namely ms leong for a/math, ms agnes leong for pe, mrs foo for english and ms ng for ss/history. mrs foo was saying it shld be a make up for wad our class lost out from last year.

audition for new sec1s was kind of disastrous as normally we have it after induction and the committee could settle everything. this year we had to ask the seniors back to help us which they gladly did. i can't imagine if they are not here to help. juniors were v spontaneous in helping too, but i think they over did it a little s:

induction went pretty well in my opinion. we did the best we can given the circumstances. the school really shld buy mics for capturing music so we dun have to worry abt the audience being unable to hear our performance. scores went flying away~ but i'm glad that the song still sounded acceptable. its better then stoning there or panicking.

amath diagonstic results were still acceptable, 40/60. it is really easy compared to eoy. i'm fearing for my o-lvs now. if i need to choose, i know my math is definitely better than my hist. jiayou! physics diagnostic was very easy. can't forgive myself from making careless mistakes T_T. scored 41/50. 2marks gone from being careless.

cny performance coming up. we manage to get in! cheers for my juniors. first time working w/ guzheng and band. altho our item is not really cny-related but its chinesey haha. altho it was last minute as usual we tried in putting our best effort. i know i did in preparing the score and all((:

went for cl verification. regardless of the result i've alr decided to stay w/ the company for another 2 more years? like vicky said, people leave and go. esp youngsters when they turn 16 cz there are far better jobs. its kind of sad, but thats reality. it will remain as weekend job thou, the pay is really a lil too low.

total loser

2007-12-26T00:10:00.000+08:00

sometimes i feel like a totally useless glass figurine. unable to do anything well. just standing there, even being treated as transparent. when something works out, it's overseen that it was there. when something fails miserably, it's just pushed off the surface and shatters into millions of pieces upon contact with the cold, unfeeling ground.

this i suppose, id the definition of life for me. ever since i knew the harsh reality of this world, everything is just sadness behind temporary sweet and tasty wrappings that wear out at different rates. there isn't real happiness, for what makes one happy also makes one sad, eventually.

chalet was a catastrophe. we had pretty good ideas in the first place. but no one bothered to follow-up. even the food is ordered last minute. we didn't bother to make sure everyone knows that they are invited to the chalet. what a failure. it's just set backs after set backs with no one trying to improve the situation. is everyone tired trying to keep up a facade that barely shields the sorrowful truth? or is it no one bothered at all and i'm just making myself look like the girl who sells matchsticks?

everything drains me, it'll be nice if even something small yet brings a smile to me be the last thing i know before i suddenly leave this insane world where crazy people deem themselves sane ;

for one never knows what the others are really thinking from what they say they are.

belated x'mas to all(: *

sadness? nothing at all.

2007-11-23T16:19:00.000+08:00

i juz took a tour around certain people's blog and i found interesting stuff ppl have against me. so wad? i'm not gonna die cz of that so easily. too bad. its not like the first time i realised how irritating i am. its ur choice, live with it, or just ignore me and wad u call me "showing-off". i have no grudge against you. me asking if u had your 'darling' certificates alr is only to see if it is normal to receive certification for the effort one puts in. make me look bad for all i care, its not like my reputation will drop from the height of a sky scraper to the 18th level of hell. maybe i need to shove the fact in your face that we were once best friends 7yrs back, now u are nothing more than a mere colleague to me.

fyi i like to keep things neat. especially things that mark the milestones in my life. if u have hearing problems maybe u should have your ears checked. there was sarcasm when i mentioned laminating my certificates.
hate my guts for all i care, my dear aunty s.

crew rally

2007-11-23T15:33:00.000+08:00

i feel dumb. we were suppose to wear blue for crew rally but everyone knew except me. how "outstanding". it was generally fun but i still find the music too loud. that emcee is down right hateful. but like he said, "i know you hate my guts, but thats life for you". got a free webcam. wahahaha. i hate my comp for not letting me install it. then again i shld have known how grateful i must be that it hasn't crashed on me yet. many thanks to junliang for the things he "taught" me. and yui's mtv xD

i'm having a big sore throat now. totally no voice. how am i suppose to work tmr? hopefully they put me in the kitchen, i want learn assembling. if they force me at the counter area i can only be a "mute" runner. haha. maybe i should see the doctor and get a MC...

schedule for ytd was changed without me knowing. but they had no crew anw. work full 8hrs, it would have been nice if it was a public holiday and we have double pay x: both susan and apple wanted xueqi to go break with them, zura and shara asked me why no one wants to go with me. i suppose i'm not as close with them, or simply they dunno me well. i dun really care, me being left alone is 家常便饭. not like i'll die sooner or something. haha.

i feel dead

2007-11-11T22:12:00.000+08:00

music: when there was me and you - vanessa anne hudgens

ms chng is killing me. how bout attending my funeral tmr?
things aren't that bad, i know i'm exaggerating many things but i really feel suffocated. being a leader really sucks big time at many times. i shall resign to fate bout that. now we have to re-plan grp lunch. heck.

i feel so damn cheated as usual. i shall remind myself constantly from now on, not to do anything that i wanna do out of wanting to do it. everything shld be derived from logical thinking and careful considerations.

the filming today was funny, both me, yuping, and susan ran away from the camera lol. i dun mind they filimg me when i'm working but getting me to pose there is juz plain FAKE. therefore i chose to run xD. ahh i forgot to get the photo frm jeffery. TT_TT shall go and demand from him on wed :D

i shall stay up till 12, today is not that bad a day, other than having to pack as2 of cz(:

after so long~

2007-11-11T01:52:00.000+08:00

music: that's when i love you - aslyn

so sorry for not updating, didn't had the time and mood to do it. haha.
lots of things happened, eoy sucked and i'm down for diagnotics for amath. diagnostics was compulsory for physics, my best subject ever. i love mr goh! our class wrote a petition to make him our form teacher next year, and he came for physics lessons quite shocked at what we did after he told us he will be dropping one of his classes next year. all that happened this year; the things with ms kaur, all our misplaced assignments, helping mr jon with our class... i really wish he can be our form teacher next year. our class loves him too(:
work was well, the same. shara got promoted! woots. diana got posted to amkp. jason hung took long term leave and got transferred to kkh (i think). melody came on board! haha. counter work is boring after constant assignment there, i wanna learn assembler. that should be the last station other than "back sink"? not forgetting i have no knowledge about breakfast menu other than hash brown.
tomorrow we'll be having djs coming down for filming about the "helping hand", some fund raising project for the children charity. li san and emma insisted on the make-up. lol. since i bought alot the other day with dorothy i shall doll up myself. gotta wake up early...
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AND WHAT AM I DOING HERE NOW?! みんなおやすみなさい！

fries-o-phobia

2007-07-20T23:36:00.000+08:00

Music: At the Beginning - Richard Marx & Donna Lewis

I did one whole day of fries on sunday, believe it or not. Therefore i won't be going near them any sooner. Thankfully i've already checked tomorrow's schedule and it says that Shara will be teaching me about counter work. Yippee!

It's Racial Harmony Day today! To think i actually survived this totally chaotic day. Firstly this morning i was almost late, i'm really glad that my dad knows how to navigate his way through the slow cars and get me to school on time. It is definitely not easy. Physics lessons was shifted to the first period. Mr Goh saw the wrong section of the time-table and has to juggle between us and 3C. We went down to the theaterettee and up again since we couldn't use it due to various reasons. Almost died for 2nd period as it was geography. I didn't do Mrs Koh's work x: heaven must have heard my prayer for we were told to rehease for dikir barat. We got in the 2nd round and tied with 3C (them again!) for 2nd runner-up. Come to think of it, they did not send our half of the prize to us. ~~DAMN~~peace. We totally skipped Ms Devi's lesson but it seems that she doesn't mind. Recess was interuppted totally and we were only spared 5-8 minutes to eat. I borrowed $o.9o from Marlene and $o.5o from Li Wenn to get some quick recess before we all had to rush up. Mr Chan as angry that i did not complete his work again, therefore i decided to be nice and try to complete all chinese homework this weekend. It wouldn't be easy as i have work too, but i'll fight! 加油! Tiffany taught me how to use the pin but i still couldn't do it well. It sort of loosened halfway during our dikir barat performance and i was in the front row. Utterly embarassed.

After school i went back to class and dragged my way to round up the sec3s up to 4I to take photo. I went up to see only a few sec1s, chandel, yiying, amanda tan, esther and weiting. Going back down i walked around te sec3 and sec2 level to find ppl but apparantly they all went up or left already. I emphasized that even if you are not wearing ethnic costume come up and take photo. People who don't give a damn...(decides to continue cursing somewhere else) Yicen broke her promise of accompanying me as she had NDP rehearsal. No idea how on earth she can forget about it. With nothing to do until 16oo i actually did my 应用文 that i was suppose to hand in ages ago. IT RAINED, AND i didn't have my freaking umbrella... Was intending to borrow from huijun but my lifesaver Yiying came! Kyaa! We talked alot on our way out, which is definitely much much more entertaining than walking alone. When we boarded the bus the air-head-of-the-day (aka me) realised she forgot to top-up her ez-link and ran out of coins. Yiying helped me pay $1. So sweet of her. If she wasn't there i would have to drop $2 in TT_TT. When i reached the interchange i went to the mrt to top-up my card immediately. While walking back to hub this manager that i've never seen before asked me if i want to work when i'm already working. I went for orientation, Susan was late like by an hour? But she has alr gone through the forms and things we need to bear in mind etc. There are alot og short forms and the one i like most is GST. Its NOT Goods Service Tax, but its Greet Smile Thankyou.

I'm tired, *yawns*.

SORRY!

2007-07-13T20:39:00.000+08:00

Music: 老婆 - SHE

GOMENASAI! Hontou ni gomen. It has been ages since i last updated and i have tonnes of stuff to type. Expect this to be a super duper long post.

29Juno7
` 妹への誕生日おめでとう - happy birthday minxin
Okay, i'll admit that i was a horrible sister. I only remembered that it's my sister's bdae after she got off the car. After sch i stayed back to polish the bells for tmr's performance [i was suppose to do the ppt for chinese ipw with marcia jolyn and siying, but this is priority] On my way home i was thinking if i shld buy her a cake but since i didnt have much money with me i only bough her a pack of sweets. It's the thot that counts. At night my dad took her and xuan out. They bought loads of junk food, bread and even bakwa o.o As for her bdae cake they got a Belgium chocolate cake [contains a lil alcohol] we sang her a happy bdae song (i sang cedar version duh, but its so unhigh singing alone..) the cake was delicious but i dun really like the alcohol taste. Sweet nevertheless d;

3oJuno7
` Passione ~ for the love of handbells
Everyone came at 1o in the morning except certain few, its not that i'm mad or anything, but thanks to those few that didn't inform us our plans are sort of being interrupted. Self-prac was dragged, the colours for the scarves weren't arranged properly, mcdelivery doesnt support student meals and many more problems. In the end our plans were forced to chenge, instead of eating first we need to change first if not there is no time to eat; the mcdelivery needs nearly 1hr to make and deliver the food... While everyone queued to pay the money for the food and then go to change, we made it in time when the delivery man came in a taxi o.o [apparantly the order was too much to be delivered by motorcycle xD] Once the payment is settled we [current committee + weiting and esther] quickly went to change and eat. I finished my meal within 5mins, only to hear that i might get gastrics later [thankfully i didnt]. However we were seriously running short for time. Gathering everyone's water bottles, cosmetics and valuables which were to be locked in as2, we proceeded down to the foyer and then to Singapore Conference Hall (SCH). We arrived there the earliest :D therefore was able to bring all our stuff up the first. MGS came next followed by MGPS and SCGS. Quickly we set-up our bells, mallets and all and began warming up with the other schs still setting up. It was kinda rude having ppl walk about when u are "performing" but nonetheless fun. We then sat down at the audience seat to listen to the other 3 schs warm up. By 16oo the full-dress rehearsal commenced. Meistersinger was magnificently grand. SCGS is really good in doing the bass [at the cost of many broken springs]. We then had our dinner which was mcdonalds [again -.-] and took a group photoshoot. I think i looked fake in it ): The doors to the audience were open by 19oo. Nervousness and excitement overwhelmed all of us. Some of us tried to destress by chatting quietly, others staring into thin air, some 自恋 ppl were taking photos of themselves... Soon it was the interval and we adjusted our tables accordingly. We were on stage after SCGS' performance [i love the sakura song. sakura, sakura... *forgot how to sing x_x*] and i totally screwed jubilee. For visual effect i pretended to be ringing but i kept on missing my notes without the score and the fast tempo, thank goodness it wasn't obvious. Seven bridges was brilliant. That night we were able to show wad CHE is really like. The SYF judges might not have liked us, thus giving us silver. But now we have everyone there that night knowing how good we are. Mass ringing as a finale was kinda sad. Our day on the stage is over. I really felt wad 台上一分钟，台下十年功 meant. Swiftly packing all our equipment and thanking mrs aw, we went back to sch, reaching at around 222o. The guard was there to open the place for us. Of cz he went there at 22oo for us especially. He looked v hip with his red striking top [unlike how he looked in the guard's uniform lol] and definitely much younger. Distributing everyone their valuables, bottles and cosmetics and locking up the boxes mattresses and skirtings, everyone is dismissed as it is alr 224o. Jiahui offered to give me a ride out (so sweet of her) and i took it, juz in time to catch 853 d: Being concerned abt everyone's safety [it is late mind u, we are all girls] i took the trouble and time to sms everyone who came today, regardless if they left earlier or not. There were 39 of us but only 23 responded. I suppose the other 16 "died". Scarsm, of cz everyone is alive and kicking ^^;

o6Julo7
` 私への誕生日おめでとう - happy birthday to me d;
Thankyou to everyone that wished me happy birthday, especially my mum. If she did not spent that horrible 9 months and painful moments bearing me i wouldn't be here. Michelle and yicen also, regardless if the both of u let me win on purpose or if it is really by chance, for accompanying me to watch the girl who leapt through time. I really hoped that both of u enjoyed it too. Animes normally have sucky endings like makoto and chiaki's unrequited love, but that's wads nice. I love the watch the both of u gave. Yicen i hope the hat is really of use to you when u go back to china during the cold snowy december holidays. Michelle u have to tell me wad u want. I'm not keen on getting u stuff u dun need/want (:

HSK results are out. I scored A or Intermediate lvl, aka 第八级. So happy. Mr chan realised that i was good in chinese after hearing my grp's ipw presentation and went to search for my record, discovering that i din hand in work x: I shall be nice and do his work from now on. Having attained grade 8 for HSK is kinda motivating althou the paper is really easy(:

That's all i can rmb abt the things i wanted to post abt. If i have time maybe i'll upload some photos from our performance on 3oJun. Soreja.

schooL reopened

2007-06-27T17:31:00.000+08:00

Music: 伦敦大桥垮下来 - SHE

School reopened! To think i was dreading it that much cz i din complete my work x: It wasn't that bad afterall. We have a new chem tr, Mr Ong. According to yy he is super 死板. Its like super true! The first lesson with him today sucks la. Wad's more? His handwriting is super small la. Even i know that when we present answers on the board we have to be considerate and write bigger.

Due to the fact tht trs are complaining we have to have our seats changed. I DUN WANNA CHANGE. I'm happy where i am, i dun wanna be seperated from melody TT_TT Damn marlia dun wanna exchange with me. Amirah is still nearby wad. Hope melody decides to change with michelle then we can sit tgt again ^^

Wad else did i wanted to mention here? OH YEAH this sat is handbell performance!! @ Singapore Conference Hall. So excited. If i'm not wrong its the first time CHE performed outside not for SYF. However as a price to pay for mass ringing with the other 2 schs (MGPS are let of early cz they are still small ^^;) we will only be dismissed from sch like around 223o? But its not like one gets a chance like this often(:

Sunday will be occupied by outing for celebrating mine and jo's bdae. Turning 15~ *cheers* Presents! Haha. Eto.. Its "tanjoubi omedeto" right? Heehee.

Almost forgot. I'll be working afterall. Free time sacrified. But with the money i can get i suppose everything is worth it. No asking me out on weekends anymore. Studies first, handbell second, work third! Each taking 40%, 35% and 25% respectively. Byebye to excess use of comp. I'll prove that i can do it (; IKIMAS-u~!!

haircut

2007-06-20T22:45:00.000+08:00

Music: 听袁惟仁弹吉他 - SHE

Heehee, went to the salon with yicen for a trim after going to macs. I din ask the trainee that cut my hair to thin it juz in case i can't tie it properly, but i guess i was juz paranoid. Yicen looks prettier now then when she first cut it. It only costs $6 for a cut and wash. Can save quite a bit, from now on i'll go there for haircuts haha. McDonalds still hasn't decided abt our schedule, sch is alr starting. I suppose everything will be pushed to immediately after SA2. Well, the time spent on waiting for notice will be saved! Not that bad afterall i guess(:

I bought a hairpin, but dunno how to use. for some reason it doesn't hold my hair in place, always loosening. Is it my hair too smooth? or is it juz my hair is too short? I juz cut it afterall. Haha~

Discovered something shocking.. My dear junior actually thot the twins are cute, especially the elder one. Oh my GOODNESS! But it turned out that the one she saw was the younger one who is way better then the other twin, however still pretty much the same. I guess one really has to know someone's personality and not judge the book by its cover.

4 more days to school reopen; work all undone; screwed like mad; but i still love gakuen alice d;

WORK!

2007-06-13T23:57:00.000+08:00

Music: 五月天 - SHE

Cheers! I got the job at macs :D no reason for me to hide it now since its something worth rejoicing! Starting work formally this friday. I'm so excited. Will be learning how to fry fried products first and yicen learning how to fry french fries. I'm yearning for counter work though, it seems less tiring. Lobby work is HARD, especially with inconsiderate ppl leaving ice cream, ketchup, chilli curry sause etc on the table. The most hated thing is seeing seaweed powder, creamer and sugar -.- but they are still easier to clean than the sauses. Eww. Standing by the door to greet customers is something tiring too. "Hi, welcome to McDonalds (:" and "Thank you and see you again" had been wad i was repeating the whole time. The fellow lobby crew is funny though, especially that cute auntie. She always say something to me, but i cannot comprehend wad she's saying. Her pronounciation abit off, but that's wad make her so cute.

The trainer i had today was the lady that gave me and yicen the application forms initially. I feel bad for not knowing her name even now TT_TT The one in charge of hiring is called jason hung (immediately reminded me of william hung, but i dun think they are related at all) he also v funny like the trainer. Always crack jokes and doing funny things. Then there is this guy who shld be overall-in-charge. I reported to him today and will report to him too on friday. Dun know him well but he doesnt joke around like my trainer and jason.

How can i forget? The auntie that gave me my uniform commented that i'm too thin. Especially after i wore that belt which went around my waist one and 3/4 times -.- My trainer said that too when she helped me sucure the pouch everyone in lobby has to clean the place. its like she tied it dunno how many more times x: and it's super loose on my hips, like going to drop anytime (thankfully it didn't). I got the cap instead of the shrek hairband. I wanted the hairband and yicen wanted the cap, but we didnt get wad we wanted. Well it was only the cap at first, so no difference.

After work and dinner both me and yicen went for the jab. It is a very important injectiong to prevent food poisoning. As certain ppl know wad happened to me in p6 (stop talking abt it alr!) i was worrying the whole time if history will repeat itself. Pain of cz, but thankfully i'm totally conscious. I'm still against injections though, i'm more willing to take disgusting medicine s:

La lala lala~ I'm so looking forward to friday~!

job interview

2007-06-12T04:57:00.000+08:00

Music: Seishoujo Ryouiki - ALI PROJECT

Was watching rozen maiden traumend with my sisters when i realised the opening theme of season II is... erm... in a sense resembling a spoiled princess's demands + pop + classical? Wierd it seems but now i quite like it lols. "Mada iwanaide jumonmeita sono kotoba~..." The title translates into The Domain of Holy Girls, so maybe that's why it is sort of "demanding"? Heehee(:

Woke up at o7oo to get ready for the interview when i only slept at past midnight. Iron my top cz its really crumpled, before i slept i especially cut my nails and did something like facial to make sure i'll give a good first impression (appearance is of utmost importance to ladies). Took a shower and spent my time drying my hair, tying it, made sure my clothes is not crumpled and wadever that is needed to be photocopied is photocopied. Left home at o9oo to meet up with yicen at somewhere near our workplace (it will be kept secret until i get the job). We were suppose to meet at 9 sharp but the bus was late and so ...

o92o, we went for interview and guess who i saw. Susan from mayflower. I was quite shocked cz i've thot of meeting ppl i know but not like also working there. Her complexion is still as good as ever (i also want lol) and at first i thot i was hallucinating d:

The assistant manager interviewed us after we filled in our application form. We were asked all sorts of questions which obviously includes "Why did you choose our company out of all others in that particular industry?" and many situational questions. I think that the answers i gave were quite standard. But who cares? I'm still asked to go for tryout some time this week (cannot divulge later ppl come kajiao x_x). We were told to bring photocopies of bus pass, birth cert and bank account book and to wear black shoes and black socks (look like prefect according to yicen).

As soon as the interview ended we went to buy shoes and socks. Yicen wanted me to watch movie with her. She wants to watch shrek3, fantastic4, 鬼啊鬼啊 and spider lilies. But spider lilies is like r21 -.- (i wanted to watch too.. until saw the rating x_x). I said that i've watched shrek3 alr and i have totally no interest in the other 2 movies. Demo yasashii watashi eventually gave in to watch shrek3 with her on the condition that she pays half my ticket x: The attack of the princesses is like totally classic. Die charming, he is not charming at all.

class gathering o7`

2007-06-04T00:38:00.000+08:00

Music: 中国话 - SHE

Reached lar's place at 3+, after a verryy loongg time she finally came down. My dear friend FORGOT abt me as she got carried away with the preparations ~_~ll Well lar is someone who is v devoted to the things she does unlike me.

Hueiting was the first to arrive, as far as i know some guys got in without us knowing. We started bbqing as soon as lar's dad got the fire ready. Its way too big a fire and we burnt ~~quite a bit~~ not that much food before they were edible. Its like the first time we are bbqing so as long as it does not cause food poisoning and doesnt taste bad we muz be happy le.

Money collecting time was disastrous. The guys dun wanna pay up, therefore we employed extreme measures.

MEASURE #01 - Take away their soccer and basket ball
Since basically the only thing they do every gathering is to play soccer OR bball, they wont be able to ignore us anymore.

MEASURE #02 - "Kidnap" their bags
Guys in our class are really quite rich. Dunno who has a crumpler which costs (according to lar) $130++. Someone else with a quiksilver bag (quite nice leh, i want lol). We looked thru their belongings in search for their wallet but they werent any wallets inside other than in yexun's bag (he is actually honest o.o). By the time when they can play in the court again we only collected money from 3 ppl. Left with no choice we brought down their bags (for those that paid) and balls. Afterall if we dont who knows wad they will do?

While i was away bringing neshina xinyan and szehan up to lar's house to deposit their belongings, it was said that the guys helped in bbqing the satay. I only ate one stick (since other than before the sunset i din see anymore cooked satays) and was told that jo and gen ate the satays they cooked without knowing that the guys cooked it. Therefore i suppose bbqed food taste the same as long as u dun burn it.

Then lar brought the sparkles down. While i was lighting mine with the lighter i heard the guys say "its not mooncake festival play this kinda thing. childish..." Please la, is there an age limit on who can play sparkles? Its pretty altho it dies out fast. I almost had an urge to walk up to them and burn them with the burned-out sparkle. D:

Soon it was late and we started cleaning up. Being nice i told lar that we shld bring those that paid for their food their bags to them and not leave it by the pit. They PAID unlike some others. Lar threatened to only return the rest their bags next gathering (which i know once again no matter how much we dun like to will be organised by us, unless some guy suddenly liang xin fa xian [glares at the crowd of guys]) Of cz they paid up cz apparently we dun look like we are coming down again once we go up. Then they followed us up cz we wont be coming down juz to pass them their bags. After a long time of trying to get 2 lifts, lar and them came up in seperate lifts. Thickskinned-ly, they asked for water before they leave, wads more? They left the plastic cups in a row instead of clearing them away themselves and started laughing. Damned ppl.

Fetching gen down to the club house, we saw that they continued to play in the court. While walking back we saw one of the twins (can't tell them apart alr, but i think is yexun) and shuchang walking towards us. Lar screamed at them for not clearing the cups and they talked back something that i dun rmb. Guys are guys, they are really never nice.

How can i forget to mention this. Weiting happened to have a bbq here too. The world is so small. Haha(:

update just before june(:

2007-05-31T23:57:00.000+08:00

Music: IT'S GONNA BE LOVE -Mandy Moore

Updated my blogskin(: Is it nice? Makes me feel kinda emotional yet peaceful, a little tinch of tranquility. Yicen is inviting me to go on a job hunt with her. It will be nice experiencing how people our age earn and how much they get paid. Heehee. I look forward to it.

pirates of the caribbean

2007-05-30T14:33:00.000+08:00

Music: 专署天使 - Tank

It was totally crazy. Monday and Tuesday.

After being a few mins late for handbell thanks to the bus -_- i heard jaanani and the others commenting on how mingee and sangee sounds the same. A big thankyou to sihui from spotting that huh? Serious, u ppl are so ten-storey (ten-storey = 十楼 = shilou = sssllllloooooooowww = slow). But wadever, i'm used to ppl making fun of my name like how my dear teachers mispronounce it s: SO many ppl din turn up for handbell in the end with some stupid excuses. HELLO? We may be the new committee and are inexperienced in many ways, but that does not mean u ppl can dun listen to us. Other than the committee only sihui, yiying, alicia and (even thou she was at sports challenge, she rushed here!! so touched.) evangeline. WADEVER HAPPENED TO anusha chandel geraldine jharyathri amanda rachel?? There is no point in getting mad now thou, i juz hope everyone will turn up for 2ojune's practice. o9oo-12oo @ AS2 as usual.

Since many ppl are only free until before 5 we went for late lunch/"high" tea/super-early dinner @ long john @ plaza sing. Then we all went home, or at least most of us did. I was with dorothy jaanani and sangeeta. Being a cam-whore like she always is (shall not name who x:) she suggessted taking pictures of ourselve on the mrt. And boy wad a din we made. But wadeverrr~ since dorothy din wanna go home the both of us went to xintiandi to read manga. Shoujo manga all have abit of content one la, so its not that i wanna read it. I go for the plot! While reading sangeeta called and say they may come and find us when originally the 2 of them told us they wanna go home to sleep. It turned out that sangeeta forgot to bring her keys -.-ll we left as some person wanted to borrow the manga i was reading. Haiz. But all the way it is expensive, so i think maybe it will be a better idea if lar rents the books we share cost and read at her house(: Then was around o72o. The 3 of us went crapping into macs where dorothy bought a cup of Frappe Mocha (i'm sharing the cost with her). Quite nice la but we din finish it cz it looked disgusting after we finished the whipped cream on top xD Since it got late we all went home.

How can i forget? While waiting for jaanani and sangeeta to show up me and dorothy saw this 貌似炎亚纶的 de cute guy. Dorothy wanted to stalk him but he was gone by the time we turned our heads to find him. Haha d:

Late at night michelle smsed me then i remembered WE WERE SUPPOSE TO REPRESENT CEDAR AT NWSP PRIZE PRESENTATION x_x The next morning i was at the bus stop opposite chinese garden station calling michelle. o925 and i'm not there (we were suppose to meet at o93o) Finally michelle picked up after 19 rings (yes i actually counted it) and she told me she juz woke up o.O i almost screamed. Her alarm for some reason din ring, and we finally met at science centre @ 1o+ Thankfully we had some time before the arrival of the GOH and wandered about where is it to the auditorium then we finally notice the label for the reception at the entrance. After the whole boring event we were told that the certificates will be sent to sch so we were there for nothing after all the panicking. But since we entered science centre for free we went fooling around for a bit. Then yicen called if we can watch pirates of the caribbean with her, i went since michelle juz watched the day before. IT WAS SO SWEET LA. Shall not spoil anything, but i loved this saddening phrase from the movie. "One day on shore, ten years in sea." The curse from the sea queen for the one that claimed to love her but acutally betrayed her. Jack sparrow as usual had his ship taken away but his carefree attitude is wad thats so nice abt him. Even after the movie yicen still says johnny depp is staring at her (the advertisement at the bus stop. before the movie she says that johnny depp is waiting for us -.-) we then went shopping in the Heeren and we bought hair extensions. Mine is blue and her's is pink. Will be wearing mine for class gathering for fun. Yicen says the next time we go out we muz wear it too(: While we were shopping dorothy called just to ask wad manga we read the day before at xintiandi. Is it that important?

2 days filled with fun since the start of holidays, i hope the rest will be even more fun-filled with excitement(:

sad for farewell ;

2007-05-25T18:24:00.000+08:00

Music: Maria - Kim Ah Jung

Farewell party is over, it was a pity that liuqiong rachel amanda huijuan couldn't join us. Special thanks to everyone that helped with the food, ms chng for paying for the cake, dorothy for coming up with the title of our rap "the Rap of Crap", sihui rachel for going out to buy souveniers for seniors quite last minutely, hannah sangeeta jaanani for baking the cookies [very yummy!!], priscilla for collating altho it is my job, and everyone who made it a success. Our rap is seriously crap, but we hoped every senior liked it even when it isnt really relavant to reality. Charades was crazy, especially the mermaid one. Haha xD

Wads more unexpected this yr is the committee o7-o8. Firstly instead of the usual 1P 1VP 1T 2S, we have 1P 2VP 1T 2S and unofficially 2Sattatched. Secondly all committee members are sec3s. Wow. It was very surprising as this is the first time all of us has heard of having 3 cca leaders. I look forward to working tgt with all of you! Yoroshikune onegaishimas! The secretaries are sangeeta and rebecca, taking dorothy and jiahui as secretary-attatched. They are a crazy couple, but i'm thankful it wasn't jaanani sangeeta and hannah tgt, that would be hard to control. Treasurer of the year is jaanani, we'll all help u in coming up with a proposal for handbell fund in order to clear all our debts to ex-seniors. Priscilla and hannah are my beloved vice-presidents, they really helped me alot in the past and i really appreciated it. Without them i wont be able to complete anything on time. Together we shall pursue esther's and weiting's legacy~ CHE committee o7-o8 will make a history! Jiayou!

vexed

2007-05-23T22:04:00.000+08:00

Music: Aijou no Katamari - Izumi

DON'T TALK TO ME ABOUT WORK! That is one area i do not wish to touch on, especially here. I know very well how much i owe, and talking about it will only result in me getting more depressed.

Farewell party is tmr. More responsibility adding up. Not that i am certain that i will be in the committee, even if i am not i will still have to help out. Responsibility of me being the secretary in committee o6-o7 will last till the end of 2oo7. Wishing all seniors to love the farewell we are planning, there isn't alot to it but we sincerely hope that y'all will enjoy.

Class gathering is on the verge of being cancelled. Slots on 2june and the saturdays in june holidays are all being fully booked. It can't be eld on weekdays as we need lar's parents to help us. Sunday is our only option. Hope at least 2o will be able to make it, if not everything goes down the drain(: Kudos if it does, but we can do nothing about it alr.

countdown to official start of holidays for me: 3 more days...

argghhh

2007-05-20T19:32:00.000+08:00

Music: Trust - Okui Masami

Wanted to blog since so long ago, but dear blogger refused to load properly. Therefore everything dragged until now. Don't expect a long post thou, i'm busy with work, but unable to concentrate without venting everything first d;

Here are some neoprints taken on lar's bdae outing(: My favourites of cz. Got feedback that i shld get contacts, leave fringe and not tie my hair. Haha. Then i got sick after singing kbox and eating chilli crab. Sore throat + fever. Din go school on monday, tuesday and wednesday.

Felt abit sorry for not going to school last thursday and friday for no good reasons. I am really tired of my current lifestyle. One more week before liberation, the time that i can really change myself, back to my schooling and home lifestyle when i was in primary school while retaining my current lifestyle in terms of leisure. It wont be easy, but if i never start, i'll really destroy myself. Reality afterall is different from love novels where no matter how the female lead gives up on herself, the male lead will always be able to motivate her and have a happy ending.

silver-

2007-04-25T22:25:00.000+08:00

Music: Girlfriend - Avril Lavigne

Saddening SYF. We got silver, RGS PLMGS SCGS got gold with honours; MGS got gold; St. Hildas and Zheng Hua got silver; new-comer St. Joseph got bronze. Everyone cried other than me and priscilla lee. Priscilla said she isn't used to crying in front of others, whereas for me, its more of my refusal to accept the fact, therefore not believing in it. Ms chng said that we have to be brave, crying is a sign of weakness, and personally for me it means admitting defeat. Therefore i won't cry over being unable to produce the results i want.

Wad's more absurd? Mrs aw called us during our dinner at fish and co. to say that we got silver as the judges thot we did not mart properly. They thot it was suppose to be rough like how SCGS and PLMGS did it. Wad a reason. To think, we were worrying that they might not interprete the chords of seven bridges properly.

Dinner was expensive like shit. I spent near over 30 bucks on everything. $19+ for complete meal, $8+ for sharing of 2 side dishes with chandel and priscilla, and $2.75 for dunno who that did not pay. I feel so wronged. Anyone in the right mind please do not eat at fish and co. unless you are willing to spend. Juz counting the bill of me priscilla chandel charmian and dorothy, we spent $154.40. the table joined with us only spent $60+ and the table at the other side with most sec4s $120+. I can infer from this that we are very skilled in spending money. The rest of the week will be spent under strict dieting.

Liu Qiong is leaving for australia soon. I'll miss her. She is, afterall, one of my seniors for the past 2yrs and 1 term. Celebration tmr. Hope she will leave with happy memories of all of us. God bless her journey to australia, and best wishes to wadever that lies ahead(:

Finally found the nice bougai cheerleading opening. Girlfriend by avril. the song is so nice :DD

inter-house cheerleading

2007-04-22T16:33:00.000+08:00

Music: Wind it Up - Gwen Stefani

Sports day was, well, boring. The sun is so hot! I was lucky that i din get sun-burned. Poor yicen.. The climax of the whole event was inter-house cheerleading as usual. Rose and bougai might always be the last two houses, but their cheerleaders aren't bad. Ixora's the best! I quite like the song bougai used for their opening. Some "hey hey you you.." and the whole song juz makes me feel high.

Tmr is SYF alr. Feeling abit nervous, as i'm afraid that i wont be able to keep smiling for long periods of time. I'll juz look fake. All the best to us, may the begining of the first song be neat and we will rmb all her reminders on when to play softer; slow down etc. The second song be grand and me not to screw it all at my shelly part near the end. Gold is juz there! Three cheers for cedar handbell ensemble!

Hmwk is screwed as usual. I wish weiting hadn't emphasized on handing them in x_xll

progress report

2007-04-19T05:18:00.000+08:00

Music: Kureyuku Hitotose - Iwao Junko

Taihen des. I'm drowning in the whirlpool of everything-in-this-world-is-so-damned-expensive. True enough to someone that is penniless. Thanks heavens that all is over. Finally got my allowance :D but that doesn't mean that i'm going to spend then all. I'm definitely going to use them wisely and not end up without money for 2 days again TT_TT

Recieved my progess report alr. I AM DOING SO BADLY FOR SO MANY SUBJECTS!! 54.7 for english, 54.8 for additional mathematics, 62.3 for mathematics, 62.0 for chemistry, 95.0 for physics (cheerios!), 56.0 for combined humanities (social studies + history elective) and 62.0 for pure geography. I'm super duper over the moon for physics though. My 2 math subjects sucks but i'm like doing so well for physics. That however shall not get into my head, i must still work hard for physics. Wads more? It has given me the motivation to do well in all my L1R5 subjects. Most likely they'll be english for L1, 2 math + 2 sciences + geography for R5. If they are no good and i can't get in any good jcs, i suppose english + the better math + 2 sciences + geography for L1B4 will give me a good poly.

Tmr is sports day. Altho i prefer my previous ixora house more, i suppose rose house this yr isn't bad too. I wanna join cheer. Maybe next year when there is no syf and i have the time to devote myself for cheer. Haha.

8 days d:

2007-04-15T18:16:00.000+08:00

Music: 一个人生活 - 林凡

HSK exam was a piece of cake. I've did my best and hopefully i'll be able to attain 第八级. If not that 30 bucks spent on it will be waste, serious.

I want a new bag. Yicen bought a red-coloured bag ytd. $43+. So expensive. But that's the real world out there, nothing is like how we wish(: I want a new bag too! Anyone willing to get me one? Haha jkjk.

Finally got the hair clips i needed to pin my hair properly. Whatever happend to shops that sell normal black hairclips? I searched sooo long juz to get them. Other than fancy hair clips and hair bands etc shops nowadays seriously need to sell items more usable for students. But then again, fancy hair clips are nice when we are in outing clothes. I got this lovely blue hair clip ytd. Its so pretty!! Shall wear it next tuition lesson((:

Countdown to SYF: 8 days (lol 8 days magazine xD)

crisis

2007-04-11T20:11:00.000+08:00

Music: 完美 - 王蓉

9th April, the day you left us. I will never forget your teachings and reminders. Thanks you for that 1 year and 3 months, sincerely.

Bad news. Heard that this year SYF has 7 judges instead of the usual 5 from band. Will it be the same for handbell judging? Wad's more? 1 school got COP! This isn't good ):

Planning sec4 farewell for our seniors. Now that we are not having handbell camp it'll not be easy gathering all of them without letting them know wad we intend to do. Any suggestions on how i can handle this?

HSK exam is this saturday at clementi which is like so faraway? But nvm, i've alr paid the 30 bucks and it will be stupid not to turn up. All the best to everyone for the test. Must score 第八级!

false alarm

2007-04-07T06:30:00.000+08:00

Music: You Are My Love - Yui Makino

My fever for rozen is back. Argh. Almost thot that the internet isnt working again. It was good that i tried to press the connect button d: Wads more? I got my mum off the comp. Fancher waking me up for the sole purpose of letting her watch more drama serials when i too wanna use it. SELFISH. I don't mind her using when i dun have to, however she ALWAYS choose the times when i need it most for work. Take a look at the time. Its only 0639!! Moreover today is saturday! Its not like i'm going to be super late for school.. And i was having this wierd dream which i dun rmb... Now i can't sleep. Shall do work! Was trying too hard to make a nice background ytd but wasnt able to. My time was all wasted. Shall try and compenstate back now.

List of the pretty rozen maidens in order of my liking. I know i'm doing something 无聊, juz bare with it d:

FAVOURITE #1 - 真紅 (Reiner Rubin) Shinku
The protagonist of the story, the prettiest doll all. Wears red. No matter how strong the emotion, shinku rarely lets her sadness, joy, or fear show through. Shinku may seem cold, but she is highly protective and cares deeply for her doll sisters as well as jun. She can be relied on for the occasional bit of parent-like wisdom, and despite her aristocratic quirks, is the most level-headed doll living in jun's house. Along with being the central doll in the series, shinku seems to hold a special place in "father"'s heart, as he had given her a special brooch with his image when she was created. This brooch was destroyed by suigintou out of jealousy. In combat, she fights with extremely versatile rose petal based attacks. She can direct them for area attacks, or use them as a shield. Her other weapon is a cane, which she wields as a sword. She has other special powers, such as restoring broken objects (mostly windows that are broken in jun's room, thanks to suiseiseki and souseiseki) with time-reversing magic.

FAVOURITE #2 - 水銀燈 (Quecksilber Lampe) Suigintō
The main antagonist in season 1, has extreme inferiority complex. Wears black. Suigintou has a number of strange traits and flaws. In the anime, she is missing her stomach. Shinku explains at one point that before suigintou was completed, her design was erased, but gives no further explanation as to why or how. Initially, she was even able to move without a rosa mystica. Her will to exist is very strong. She resists a medium because of her strong sense of independence and disdain towards humanity. Suigintou's weapons are her ragged black wings. With their arrow-like feathers, she can conjure up a shield, a large sword, or even twin black dragons. Suigintou can also create destructive blue flames as a final resort in battle.

FAVOURITE #3 - 翠星石 (Jade Stern) Suiseiseki
Suiseiseki is the third rozen maiden doll. Souseiseki's older twin. Wears green. Suiseiseki adores the spotlight, and her favorite activities include smashing the window of jun's room (hitting jun in the process frequently), stealing strawberries from hina ichigo, and cackling maniacally. She has a wild imagination and a fondness for telling wild lies to terrify hina ichigo, whom she calls either "chibi-chibi" (tiny tiny) or "chibi-ichigo" (tiny strawberry). For the most part, suiseiseki and jun seem incapable of being civil with each other; she refuses to call jun by name, opting for "runt" ("chibi-ningen" which translates to "little human") instead. Her more prominent features are her high-pitched voice and heterochromatic eyes. In battle, suiseiseki uses her watering can to make plants emerge from the ground, then manipulates them for both offensive and defensive strategies.

good friday

2007-04-05T20:43:00.000+08:00

Music: Kinjirareta Asobi - ALI Productions

I'm crazy over that song now! Rozen maiden rocks! Shinku cacoi! d:

Something happy to share. I scored full marks for my physics common test 2. Wai wai~ Shikashi, i failed my history elective test. *sigh* A small set-back shall not douse my new-found passion for studying! It has been ages since i last scored full marks for a test, therefore now i shall continue to work hard! 加油!

Tmr is good friday, the day that Christ died for us on the cross to cleanse our sins. Shall stay at home to clean my bad record of late work. I'm sorry to my teachers. For now i shall try and code a new skin based on the fifth rozen maiden, shinku! Love her attitude, haha(:

happy birthday to mummy

2007-04-02T19:59:00.000+08:00

Music: Happy Birthday to You (:

Happy birthday to mummy. You've aged another year, nevertheless still as pretty in my mind. I know how much stress you are under too, and i'll do my best not to worry you again. Mummy i love you.

The video mrs aw showed us is so inspiring! PLMGS handbell choir is nothing compare to those in the video. Cedar handbell muz strive and work hard towards the things we saw today. A combination of technique, expression, and most importantly passion in handbell will create the ultimate tune that brings peace to everyone.

I've learnt another thing, never throw mallets around, especially the smallest one. Boy its hard. Pity my toe, blue-black toe. If only i caught it properly. Haha.

Another piece of news. From now on until syf, practice will be extended to 1830. No leaving earlier excuses like "my parent is waiting downstairs" le. Band is like practicing to 1800+ every day from monday to saturday. We are like only asking ppl to stay back until 1830 on practice days and come practice awhile everyday to 1430 latest. Why are you people grumbling like we owe you a billion bucks? It totally makes no sense.

Arabesuku--!

2007-04-01T14:42:00.000+08:00

Music: Kinjirareta Asobi - Ali Productions

Happy April's Fool to all(: Its the start of april alr. Wad shld i do tmr? Its my mum's bdae and i wanna do something meaningful. Demo sa, i got cca until very late -_____-''' so cant help with hse work. wad else can i do?

Juz finished watching Rozen Maiden. The first season opening song v nice!! Second season still ok. As for the OVA i find the song a lil creepy. cant stop trying to sing it. Its like almost as fast as Bleach first opening song. Can you imagine? Here is the lyrics of the song((:

Romanji
bara no kubiwa tsunagete gin no kusari kuwaete
koyoi mo hitori hateru anata ga nikurashii
hizamazuite onameyo nigai ai no shizuku wo
tenshi ni hodokosu aoi DORESA-JYU

jibun to iu hitsugi no naka kokoro wa mata ugoiteru
chigireta hane wa gekkou ni ikikaeri urumu wa
yami yori mo kowai no wa kodoku
futari no akashi jyuujika no moto de musabori mashou

bara no tejou hazushite shiroi tekubi kasanete
fureau koto no kiseki anata ga itooshii
hizamazuite sasageyo itai ai no kotoba wa
GA-ZE ni nijinda akai ARABESUKU

tsumidemo ii suki to itte kindan no kuchibiru wo

sekai wa sobietatsu oshiro GE-TO wo akeru no wa kami
sonna fuuni michibiki tsuzukete soshite watashi no me wo
fusaidara dareyori yasashiku
namae wo yonde sonotoki shiru desho eien no imi wo

bara no yubiwa majiete kawa no RIBON musunde
kagami no ma no butoukai subete ga kuruoshii
mayoikonde satoreyo meguru ai no rekishi wo
namida de kazarou kuroi MARIA-JYU

uso de wa iya suki to itte jyunketsu no kuchibiru de

bara no kubiwa tsunagete gin no kusari kuwaete
koyoi mo hitori hateru anata ga nikurashii
hizamazuite onameyo nigai ai no shizuku wo
tenshi ni hodokosu aoi DORESA-JYU

bara no tejou hazushite shiroi tekubi kasanete
fureau koto no kiseki anata ga itooshii
hizamazuite sasageyo itai ai no kotoba wa
GA-ZE ni nijinda akai ARABESUKU

kokoro kara suki to iu wa kegare naki kuchizuke wo

Kanji
薔薇の首輪つなげて　銀の鎖くわえて
今宵もひとり果てる　あなたが憎らしい
跪いてお甞めよ　苦い愛の雫を
天使に施す青いドレサージュ

自己と云う柩の中　魂はまだ動いてる
千切れた翅は月光に　生き返り　潤むわ
闇よりも　怖いのは孤独
ふたりの証　十字架の元で　貪りませう

薔薇の手錠はずして　白い手首かさねて
触れ合うことの奇跡　あなたが愛おしい
跪いて捧げよ　痛い愛の言葉は
包帯に滲んだ赤いアラベスク

罪でもいい　好きと言って　禁断のくちびるを

世界は聳え建つお城　門を開けるのは神
そんなふうに導きつづけて

そしてわたしの目を　塞いだら
誰よりやさしく　名前を呼んで
その時知るでしょう　永遠の意味を

薔薇の指輪まじえて　革のリボンむすんで
鏡の間の舞踏会　すべてが狂おしい
迷い込んで悟れよ巡る愛の歴史を
涙で飾ろう黒いマリアージュ

嘘では嫌　好きと言って　純潔のくちびるで

薔薇の首輪つなげて　銀の鎖くわえて
今宵もひとり果てる　あなたが憎らしい
跪いてお甞めよ　苦い愛の雫を
天使に施す青いドレサージュ

薔薇の手錠はずして　白い手首かさねて
触れ合うことの奇跡　あなたが愛おしい
跪いて捧げよ　痛い愛の言葉は
包帯に滲んだ赤いアラベスク

心から　好きと言うわ　穢れなきくちづけを

English
Put on the collar of roses, and bite upon the silver chain
Another one will die tonight--you are despicable
Kneel down and lick the bitter drops of love
A blue dressage performed for the Angels

Within the casket called Myself, my soul yet moves
Torn wings revive in the moonlight and grow wet
More than darkness solitude is to be feared
Under the Cross, let us indulge in the proof of our union

Taking off the rose handcuffs, and holding each others’ white wrists
It is the miracle of our embrace--you are beloved
Kneel down and offer the painful words of love
A red arabesque soaking the bandages

Even if it’s a sin, say that you love me with your forbidden lips

The World is a looming castle, its gates opened by God
In that way I will lead you, and if you fill up my eyes
More gently than anyone call out my name
When that happens you will know the meaning of eternity

Cross the rose rings and tie the leather ribbon
It’s a ball held in the Room of Mirrors--everything is maddening
Go astray and be enlightened in the history of turning love
A black marriage decorated with tears

I hate lies--tell me you love me with chaste lips

Put on the collar of roses, and bite upon the silver chain
Another one will die tonight--you are despicable
Kneel down and lick the bitter drops of love
A blue dressage performed for the Angels

Taking off the rose handcuffs, and holding each others’ white wrists
It is the miracle of our embrace--you are beloved
Kneel down and offer the painful words of love
A red arabesque soaking the bandages

Say that you truly love me with a pure kiss!

Thats all(:

wad a day.

2007-03-30T20:54:00.000+08:00

Music: Aikoi - FictionJunction YUUKA

It had been hectic. After reading period we had 3 test straight. Geog which i again faild to complete the last qn aka the most impt level descriptor. L3/8 flew away~ now at most only can get like a L2/4? Sobs.. Hopefully my parts a, b and c can pull it up s: English summary next. IT IS SO FREAKINGLY UNFAIR LA. We had the comprehension part ytd which i didnt finish. 8 marks gone, and comprehension is where i can score in the whole english paper. and we had a whole 45 mins for the summary which i finished in 20 mins and unable to go back to try and get 8 marks from the comprehension. Arrgghhhhh. Then mother tongue, i'm getting super fed up with siying. I'm there trying to concentrate on the ~~test~~ ok more correctly timed assigment and she is like totally breaking my concentration, which has clearly deteriorated after 2 consecutive tests earlier... Felt like screaming, but i'll only be sent to the DM for making a ruckus in class, and then most likely to the school counsellor after my refusal to say anything. Like i cared.

After school, moving of tables and matresses from as2 to MPH. Not many people turned up, me and jaanani were placed in charge of the moving. Quite pissed in that instead of setting up the tables in as2 to prepare for putting the skirtings before moving while a few others were taking the matresses and stuff, they stood there TALKING. Please la, we call u here to help, not to talk about the test u had earlier or wad y'all intend to do after moving or dunno when. Esther and weiting came by to collect the high bells they will be displaying in the CCA leaders photo. They look so elegant in court shoes and costume(: I wonder if my skirt is still knee-length. Hope it is.

I side-tracked again. Anw, after lining the matresses with skirtings, we moved. I should have got someone to demonstrate how to put the skirting properly so it'll look nice from the audience side of view. The aligning of tables isnt the same as ytd too. I really wonder if they paid attention when we were moving the tables ytd to come up with a good formation. Wads more! They dont even rmb how many tables we need. Hello? Its the same no. of tables and matresses we use for SYF!

As usual the prize presentation needed our table and matress to put the stuff. The same for any event where someone is there to "grace" the occasion, be it a parent or someone from the SAC. Wads more absurd is our tables return SPOILED. How do u expect us to give u perfectly good condition tables when we are having trouble using them for the bells alr?

Much thanks to michelle's parents for giving me rides home. I feel blessed, esp today after toiling to bring the tables and matresses. Hontou ni arigatou gosaimasu!

All the best for our performance tmr. Bring awe to the ppl present. Gambette! (:

effect of poor time management ><

2007-03-30T05:11:00.000+08:00

Music: Sweet Sixteen - Hillary Duff

STRESS! Most likely i'm juz going to flunk my geog paper later. Not that i don't wanna study, its the lack of time and time management. I wont deny that i cant manage my time well. In fact i never manage my time well. No matter how many time management courses i've attended they all never help. And i could almost point out every tip or question they'll ask alr.

Wads worst? My physics, ss, amath and mother tongue are all still lying around. No idea how to draw the best fitting curve, therefore i'll ask merodhii [melody] later. I'm obsessed with jap and currently trying to romanize ppl's names. iicen [yicen] ~~sharrot [charlotte]~~ ok maybe not, not all are that nice in romanized spelling x:

Side-tracked. Ss is giving me headache, but i'm scared of ms ng ~_~ll dakara i shall try and finish. Amath can wait until after setting up tables for speech day tmr. We are playing jubilee hoedown and seven bridges, our SYF songs (: but now we have no chance to perform let's polka alr. and the seniors' last piece canto de esperanza. Cant blame anyone, its just that polka exceeds our time limit and canto is a lil too soft ):

I guess i'm skilled in side-tracking. Haha. Mother tongue can wait. I dont really give it a damn anymore shall work hard during the week ends! Gambette! Aza aza fighting!!

self-mutilation is cool, not

2007-03-28T17:10:00.000+08:00

Music: 不痛 - 张韶涵

Stress, anxienty, the emotion of fear..
Cold, sharp, the edge of the blade..
Calmly and swiftly with a slash..
Emotions and pain disappears.

News that isnt new anymore, my dear friend gave herself a scar on her wrist. Wads done cant be undone. All i can do is to stop more scars from appearing. Is self-mutilation a trend? Or does it really relieves emotional pain?

In my opinion, self-mutilation is being silly. I dun have the experience, therefore ppl might think that i'm not "fit" to be telling them not to cut themselves. On tv we always see ppl who self-mutilated in the past, but are leading happy lives now. Their only regret is being unable to get rid of the scar left behind from wad they did in a fit of pique. Is inducing physical pain to oneself really effective in relieving emotional pain? I think otherwise. Cutting oneself is painful, the feeling of sadness is painful too. Pain is not a mathematical equation. Negative multiply negative does not equate to positive here. If not handled properly one might get the wound infected which might lead to puenomia and eventually death. Certain ppl might think its a good way to leave this "world of pain and sorrow". But why bring trouble to others that care for u? U say ur parents dont care, whether u are around or not they wont feel anything. That isnt true, everything in the world has an impact on one another. I see u having a fancy water bottle and decide to get something similar, similarly i don't see u having it i wont get one for i dont know its existence. The impact we have on others might be big might be small, but it makes a difference. And that is wad matters most.

Projects are killing me.
Weather Study project: Proposal in by 31 Mar. Status: not completed.
Mother Tongue IPW: Finalise by term2wk6. Status: information collected. in the process of analysing.

There is geography test this friday. And our dear tr hasnt really taught us on the topic of weather and climate. I need a casestudy on flooding in Bangladesh! Help required. Anyone please? TT_TT

love poem?

2007-03-24T18:11:00.000+08:00

Music: 梦里花 - 张韶涵

Hmwk is drowning me. Quite happy that i don't owe tr as much chinese now, but i still hate it. Really dun understand myself, esp when i loved the subject since as far back as i rmb. HSK was fun! Scored full marks for listening. However i shld not let down my guard, cz they may purposely set the mock paper v easy. Then we all will die for the actual exam x_x Gambette kurasai!

Pretty pissed with the shoe we are suppose to wear for syf and speech day. Black heels is like so different from court shoes. How can she think that they are the same thing? Not trying to be rude but its really ridiculous for her to think that way. Thankfully lar is able to let me borrow her shoes. they fit perfectly well(: Arigatou gosaimashita!

Assembly was totally hilarious. Now the whole sch knows about alwyn. Then again, how many ppl know he is magesh's beau? Other than the 7 of us, some of her classmates and cca mates, alwyn is a totally new entity. Here is a copy of the poem from ytd, thanks to the ppl presenting the program. Doesn't makes sense thou, in my humble opinion. And its not the original poem, cz i can't rmb.

Alwyn you listen to me and make me happy,
you listen to me when i feel crappy.
Though you no longer wear a nappy,
you always make me feel sappy.

Poor magesh. But no one knows who he is anw. Haha.

~~where are you? dun leave without a goodbye.~~)':

desperation?

2007-03-20T21:49:00.000+08:00

Music: Metamorphosis - Hillary Duff

华语酷苦!! I owe my ~~damn~~ tr 1 作文 1 应用文 3 半月集 2 理解问答. I dun understand myself, i loved the subject ever since as far back as i rmb. Wad exactly happened?? I'm hating the subject like something i've been hating ever since knowing wad 'hate' means.

Aside from that, i'm glad that we are only left with physics test. 3 cheers~ My addiction to 我和僵尸有个约会 is acting up, watching instead of doing my hmwk! HELP!! I need something to make me concentrate!

HSK exam coming up, shall do my best to prove that altho i'm not in HMT class my chinese is as good. DONT belittle me, or feel my WRATH.

haunted school

2007-03-20T01:41:00.000+08:00

Music: Anywhere But Here - Hillary Duff

AHHH~!! If u thot that u will hear the whole theater screaming, u are wrong. For starters, i never scream while watching a horror film, no matter how scary. Secondly, haunted school isnt as scary as japanese, korean or even thai horror films. I must be thankful that yicen didnt scream that loudly into my ear, or i'll be half deaf by now. Like what yicen's conclusion was, all horror movies do end with the cycle starting over again. Therefore do not conclude it to be a happy ending when more lies ahead, the same with things happening everyday.

My mama and sisters are back from malaysia. Guess wad, they went to sing red box a.k.a the malaysia version of kbox. Omg wth i wanna go!! Dying to sing until i get sore throat. Haha. Hopefully i'll be able to join them during the june holidays. Miss my kawaii cousins.

Second day of school. To think i didn't complete my work. Doom lies ahead, but wad can i do abt it now? I need to manage my time better, especially during exams or tests. Flunked the history test today, only started revising like in the morning? I'll be forever grateful if i pass and will turn over a new leaf and study. Seriously. Now gotta revise chem and amath, and try to do something abt geog too. Save me, i hate the geog project thingy i'm being forced to do. Why did i stupidly press that tooth down... -___- Gambette to all for the rest of the week!

when something out of thoughtfulness turns nasty

2007-03-16T08:47:00.000+08:00

Music: Rolling Star - YUI

It all started with me being captivated by the commercial i saw on the bus for The Haunted School. That was on tuesday when i was on my way home from school. Saw that commercial again with yicen on wednesday, and she said that we can go tgt, which lead to the eventual plan of trying to set inez up with bc.

I dun intend to keep it from her anymore cz i've had enough. Troubling myself with their business is something i dun like to do, but only out of concern for this lady whom is a fren. One wouldnt like to see a "couple" being intimidate for one moment and ignore each other for the next. Sometimes i really feel that i know too much, but i still choose that path as i thot there is the need to be there for these so-called frens when they are down. No one ever tried to be like this to me, and so i thot "someone there for someone else to lean on" would fit wad i always see in chain mails.

Back to wad happened. Since both me and yicen thot that it would be nice for them to date alone, the whole point changed from trying to set them up changed to demanding them to turn up. Inez with her many reasons of why she cannot go, "dun tink i can go cos my dad back during weekend", "Eeee... dunwan x.x summore my dad sure dun allow..." can anyone see the irony? i cant understand the point of her not watching a horror film. Who was the one that made me watch Reincarnation - a jap horror film when i suggested UltraViolet - an action movie. From "dun think can go" to "dad sure dun allow". It gives me the feel that shes giving an excuse. Wad's more? Today she is watching movie with her fellow "Weamies". Pardon me but i thot that was a stupid name to use for a guild. Original thou, some guilds have worst names. Its not me knowing her for the first day, she always goes to her mum to get money if we happen to eat lunch tgt outside after school. Not even having the money to buy popcorn? Bc will gladly buy one for u.

Telling bc to help me persuade her is to let him know i'm tying to get her to watch movie. But i doubt he will think so far into wad i'm thinking of. The set-up wont be successful without the male lead. Wad do i get instead? "How can she afford to watch a second time when shes broke....." i already said at worst case we'll help her pay, althou the we will shrink to i. "Why cant you gals change date..... Why must it be Inez....." we originally wanted to watch today, but yicen thot that she has cheerleading prac, and so pushed to tmr. The plan wont come in place if the female lead isnt there. It is not intended for u to help anw, i know u wont; and i know more than wad u think i know. Its juz that i choose to keep quiet, not bcz i promised someone to not say it out.

Thanks to the one that made me feel better, even when it is juz some "pillow" talk (:

calculator's spoilt.

2007-03-13T18:10:00.000+08:00

Music: Come Clean - Hilary Duff

Desperate for a new calculator. For some reason the 2ndF, alpha and set up buttons are not working. I even took the whole thing apart earlier to see wad's wrong. TT_TT

Was suppose to complete my amath, chem and physics hmwk by ytd but they are all not done due to the calculator. I HATE CHINESE NOW. Hate to admit it, i used to love the language alot. Thanks to the irritating fact that compo and letter writing nowadays are so difficult. Read this book earlier on about the earth entering the stage whereby students are so lazy that they do not do work but instead pay for hmwk doing machines. Gosh! I've always go sighing abt how nice it would be if there's someone there to do work for me. But it would be scary, wad will happen to our next generation if they do not learn?!

Gave magesh a lecture on bgr. She and her alwyn and loneli. Cyberspace is a dangerous place. Everyone beware. Not many would end like inez and bc, ~~deeeeepply in love.~~ Thats the hard truth. Shall not divulge too much info or i'll be in deep trouble when sch reopens d:

i am so guai

2007-03-11T17:12:00.000+08:00

Music: 超喜欢你 - 飞轮海

For some unknown reason i've decided to blog again. *applause* Firstly i want to apologise to yicen again for making her wait for over 1 hr. Gomenasai! I cant guarantee it wont happen again cz most likely it will. 对不起.

Gen is all hyper over 飞轮海 as usual since 2 weeks ago. Or shld i narrow it down to arron? She was so happy when her mum allowed her to buy a keychain with arron's pic. But i do suppose everyone has something they are crazy about. Examples as follow.

EXAMPLE #01 - ME!
Total obsession over anime. Go japan make more animes, and of cz fan-sub grps keep up ur work!

EXAMPLE #02 - Gen
As mentioned above. "Arron 炎亚纶 rocks!"

EXAMPLE #03 - Lar
"Eh i want to go [somewhere] to buy that [some clothes/accessory]." True shopping queen who seems to have alot of money to spare. Not trying to suan my dear fren here but sometimes i really think that she has no 金钱观念. But of cz it is bcz i'm broke. Haha.

EXAMPLE #04 - Various ppl in 3N
Those with 飞轮海 or something sticked or placed on the tables. I'm reminded of how mr chan misread juliet as 祝英台.

And the list continues.. Did math with Yicen at mos burger @ plaza sing. That place is sooo damn cold. And i'm without my jacket. Yicen is a real pro she actually bought ice lemon tea lor. Of cz we all suffered later after i've finished my corn soup and her freezing altho she has a jacket. Fortunately we managed to finish out math. Almost had a brain freeze, literally my brain was having something like a frostbite. Goodness gracious.

Cz i needed more hair clips we went to walk around to find a place where hair clips are sold and instead we walked into sasa and bought nail polish. Didnt regret thou. I've never own such stuff, muz learn how to doll up myself so i'll look nice when prom night comes. Arent i thinking to far ahead?